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Friday Jan 06, 2012

Jan 6, 2012
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And it starts again. I totally thought I was beyond this, but I'm not. Every time I leave, I find myself just... shutting down. It's like for a few days my heart goes cold and my love ceases to exist. I don't know, I just want to get that off my chest.

I really wish I could figure out how to change this, but for now I just need to live with it. I'll be home sooner than I realize, after all, this is my third trip to the middle east.

Sunday, I leave for processing for the company, then shortly after... Afghanistan.

Love....
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illuminatus:
haha pyro! and thanks chrysis. you should like, hit me up more often while im in virginia processing for deployment lol
Jan 7, 2012
chrysis:
Ain't that the truth. ;]

Just the way it is, y'know?

And yes, be sure to drop me a line. :]
Jan 9, 2012

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