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Tuesday Aug 17, 2010

Aug 17, 2010
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this is it, my final post to this wondrous site. i have been contemplating my continued presence here and have, for those who do not know, come to the conclusion that this site is no longer a necessity to me. as life moves on, so must we.

i have been using this place as an output for my thoughts, granting me the ability to release my thoughts and partial secrets to the public (ish) eyes. i would share the dark parts of my history, my dreams, and my thoughts throughout the day. to those of you who have made your care obvious, be it either via comment or private message, i thank you. though they were not required, they did keep me going. for those of you whom had shared compassion, it is very much appreciated.

over the past six months, a very large amount of change has occurred within me. i have progressed through many trials, and most without much help. i stared into the black portions of myself, and fought until victory. ive overcome depression over a heart break, over PTSD and my actions during the war. ive fought through loneliness and alcoholism. i have established a very solid principle based ground on which to walk on, and now it is time to move forward.

my future looks brighter than it ever has, shining with a brilliance i do not recognize, yet welcome. the anchors that have held me back have been severed. my path is open, and my steps have begun. for all of you who reciprocate the emotions, my best wishes and compassion remain with you.

sincerely, and farewell.....
brandon.

yesterday is done, today is today. tomorrow has yet to be written but will make today become yesterday.
chrysis:
Ahh.. just. Weird.
Aug 21, 2010

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