illuminatus

its encroaching on my map of Louisiana!!!!!


i lol'd hard!

actually ive been watching this off and on for like three weeks... just think its too amazing to not share!

hope everyone has a glorious 4th of july! ill be here so if you feel the need, entertain me!

MEOW!


CARL!

so hurricane alex hit today.... well, technically not hurricane alex, more its remnants. and wow! had a fun fucking drive around town. got shit to continue to do, so ill make this short with pictures. apparently, houston had a 70 percent chance of rain. ill start with.. does anyone remember the pictures of my pond? how far the drop into it was? like about a...
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i see you chippin away again....

EDIT

save for later.....

first bar night in FOREVER. hopefully good music shall be involved

ALRIGHT
i'll let it show that i'm not always hiding, come all the way down, and watch me burn

there is nothing important in here, aside from the overwhelming godliness that is maynard james keenan.... covering queen.

there is no limit to the amount of death and destruction i would have given to have been there..... NONE

im hating me for what ive done

you breathed, then you stopped.... and tonight, i feel like more....

so, the past few days this is how i felt:


... but today, this is how i feel:


i have spent a lot of time in thought, trying to figure out how i should handle all the drama i was facing. i decided my best course of action in how to end it, was to get rid of all of it. i dropped 200 on...
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i wrote a lot earlier, about what i was about to do. but i did it before i could post about it, so i guess its all irrelevant. point is.....

well....
sg land, i have a question..... if the person you love wants to be friends, but its hurts you to see them NOT with you, if you love them enough that they drive your...
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this is the world i live in. a world of constant twists and turns, and rarely are any of them really that great. i have spent a lot of time looking deep into the details of my environment, of my world. looking at the beauty and all the previously unseen happiness that lie within. at the same time, im trying to look at it all...
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so fuck editing. no one wants to hear my words tonight, so be it, ill still say them, just venting, of course.

liz: theres nothing here, and not just because you used to be with my best friend, i just dont feel for you that way, something i have told you a number of times. so drop it, and let things just fucking be.

tara:...
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another attack today. been a few months since my last one. well, about a month. had to leave school early. going to try to calm my mind for a bit.

EDIT:

hours later.... attack didnt end, just changed forms before me. ill sit around tonight and drink, be alone for the night, i guess alone is the best thing for now.

no one wants to...
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