sometimes i feel like im so useless
like im losing what i had that made me the way i am
and yes
i am intentionally being vague
i go through certain things and start to realize that im almost living in ignorant bliss
instead of,
as i usually do,
see the truth and try to help
maybe its because i know that in the near...
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like im losing what i had that made me the way i am
and yes
i am intentionally being vague
i go through certain things and start to realize that im almost living in ignorant bliss
instead of,
as i usually do,
see the truth and try to help
maybe its because i know that in the near...
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pixiestixx:
where have you been? <3
chrysis:
Bwaha. 
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,
I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.
My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,
My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.
Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,
Transforming the yard to a winter delight.
The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,
Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve....
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I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.
My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,
My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.
Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,
Transforming the yard to a winter delight.
The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,
Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve....
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i wanna write about today
its seems important
a major day in my life
my final break down
in final stop in the soldier-civilian transition
the culmination of my past
and the realization of my present
but i cant
i dont get it
its like
the only people i feel i want to know
already know
the only people i wish to share this with...
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its seems important
a major day in my life
my final break down
in final stop in the soldier-civilian transition
the culmination of my past
and the realization of my present
but i cant
i dont get it
its like
the only people i feel i want to know
already know
the only people i wish to share this with...
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chrysis:
AHEM. NOT JINXING. 
That, and I'm not sure how exactly to put it. Lol. Ummmmmmmmmmmmmm. Will work on this. Perhaps tomorrow. :]
That, and I'm not sure how exactly to put it. Lol. Ummmmmmmmmmmmmm. Will work on this. Perhaps tomorrow. :]
chrysis:
Secret, in two days, fucker.
today someone told me a slight word of advise......
"you gotta color your own book"
so i thought about it for awhile
yeah, its true
its really up to me to make my world entertaining
and i know this
its up to me to ensure my own life
but im still writing the story
i mean
i just got the idea for the climax
and...
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"you gotta color your own book"
so i thought about it for awhile
yeah, its true
its really up to me to make my world entertaining
and i know this
its up to me to ensure my own life
but im still writing the story
i mean
i just got the idea for the climax
and...
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chrysis:
Punk.
chrysis:
Puscifer's in your neck of the woods over Thanksgiving.
Better have a good reason for not being there.
Just saying.
'Cause they don't come around this way ..
.. yet.
Better have a good reason for not being there.
Just saying.
'Cause they don't come around this way ..
.. yet.
so due to constant berating on my lack of photo-helped stories....
here a couple SHORT ones........
alright SOOOOO i work at a vdub dealership
see lots of interesting things
recently.....a beetle came in with serisous internal problems
over heating, horrible mileage
and backblasting
so were scanning the system
the computer
opening up the intake system
by tossing the air filter housing aside
just to see...
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here a couple SHORT ones........
alright SOOOOO i work at a vdub dealership
see lots of interesting things
recently.....a beetle came in with serisous internal problems
over heating, horrible mileage
and backblasting
so were scanning the system
the computer
opening up the intake system
by tossing the air filter housing aside
just to see...
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illuminatus:
all that followed by a blank comment.
well im off to bed
well im off to bed
chrysis:
Okay, so SG errored. At least I didn't comment myself. Goodnight.
dear major malik hasan,
i am glad you are still alive and in stable condition.
i look forward to your incarceration in ft leavenworth military prison where you will be raped and beaten everyday, looked down upon and verbally abused by everyone you see every moment.
then i look forward to you burning alive in whatever hell you may want to believe, that is of...
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i am glad you are still alive and in stable condition.
i look forward to your incarceration in ft leavenworth military prison where you will be raped and beaten everyday, looked down upon and verbally abused by everyone you see every moment.
then i look forward to you burning alive in whatever hell you may want to believe, that is of...
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chrysis:
Yeah, I feel ya. I used to put it off too .. until I got a microSD for my phone. And now I just sorta save everything to that, and periodically whip it out and put it straight into my drive. And they pop up on the screen. Does NOT get easier. ;] It's a beautiful thing for a cam-creeper like me.
And anyway, I can wait. The longer you go, the more you owe me. Pretty soon, it will be a project. In fact, it will be my Christmas present, and it will take you the last half of December. .. You may have to use some sick days. ;/
Er, so .. I didn't end up going to sleep. Turns out, my "dumb" leaked into Tuesday. I went to dye my hair, and .. I don't know if you're familiar with the process? But it's not hard. There are three things that come in the box -- one is conditioner, and has nothing to do with it. The other two -- you put them together, then you put the shit on your head.
.. Soooooooooo, ..
I put the conditioner, with Bottle A, .. and set Bottle B [the color] .. aside [to use in the shower later, presumably?] ..
Came back twenty minutes later and was OUTRAGED to find my hair the exact same color. I stormed around, thought of the money I'd wasted, etc, etc.
.. then I saw the color, unopened. Realized I'd just soaked my head in conditioner + developer. Odd combo. Also .. well. Yeah.
I have not even been blonde for a year, and I think it is eating my brains away.
!
So I'm still up, re-doing. Laaaaaaaalalalaaaaaa. -Dead.-
And anyway, I can wait. The longer you go, the more you owe me. Pretty soon, it will be a project. In fact, it will be my Christmas present, and it will take you the last half of December. .. You may have to use some sick days. ;/
Er, so .. I didn't end up going to sleep. Turns out, my "dumb" leaked into Tuesday. I went to dye my hair, and .. I don't know if you're familiar with the process? But it's not hard. There are three things that come in the box -- one is conditioner, and has nothing to do with it. The other two -- you put them together, then you put the shit on your head.
.. Soooooooooo, ..
I put the conditioner, with Bottle A, .. and set Bottle B [the color] .. aside [to use in the shower later, presumably?] ..
Came back twenty minutes later and was OUTRAGED to find my hair the exact same color. I stormed around, thought of the money I'd wasted, etc, etc.
.. then I saw the color, unopened. Realized I'd just soaked my head in conditioner + developer. Odd combo. Also .. well. Yeah.
I have not even been blonde for a year, and I think it is eating my brains away.
!
So I'm still up, re-doing. Laaaaaaaalalalaaaaaa. -Dead.-
chrysis:
That was another unreasonable one.
Sorries. A'hah.
Sorries. A'hah.
so once again
the army is fuckin me over
again
im registered for the gi bill and everything
but when i go to confrim my attendance this month
so i can get paid
apparently im not in the system
so there goes me gettin paid this week
and car payment is due
so yeah
fuck the army
yet again i say
fuck the goddamn army...
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the army is fuckin me over
again
im registered for the gi bill and everything
but when i go to confrim my attendance this month
so i can get paid
apparently im not in the system
so there goes me gettin paid this week
and car payment is due
so yeah
fuck the army
yet again i say
fuck the goddamn army...
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chrysis:
Meow?
chrysis:
-Bite.-
Play with me, punk. ;/
Play with me, punk. ;/
i realized something almost sad today
i was listenin to the radio between cd changing and actually liked a song on it
didnt know it, but it sounded very familiar
then i come to find....
its creed
i IMMEDIATELY turned it off
UGH
i cant beleive im sharing this information
so i popped my tool/apc/puscifer mix
and tried to redeem myself
but i feel like...
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i was listenin to the radio between cd changing and actually liked a song on it
didnt know it, but it sounded very familiar
then i come to find....
its creed
i IMMEDIATELY turned it off
UGH
i cant beleive im sharing this information
so i popped my tool/apc/puscifer mix
and tried to redeem myself
but i feel like...
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chrysis:
Hahahahaha. I knoooowww. That's accurate -- the first comment literally was my reaction. Because it took me so long to figure out what the hell you were -talking- about. So I was sitting here, gears turning, turning .. then it HIT me. And I was just like ..
..
..
..
..
-JAWDROP.-
I had to collect myself & regain my composure before coming back & refiring. :/
Anyway, be nice to me. I am a sickie. I will probably die of natural causes under a blanket before I make it to a duel.
..
..
..
..
-JAWDROP.-
I had to collect myself & regain my composure before coming back & refiring. :/
Anyway, be nice to me. I am a sickie. I will probably die of natural causes under a blanket before I make it to a duel.
user209834982:
I listen to much worse things than creed in my car
yeah
definitely just got done watching who framed roger rabbit...
and its like beocming a child again for a little while
its amazing
for a bit you forget every worry and concern
and just laugh
at the jokes you grew up with
and the ones you just now got
oh oh oh what a movie
definitely just got done watching who framed roger rabbit...
and its like beocming a child again for a little while
its amazing
for a bit you forget every worry and concern
and just laugh
at the jokes you grew up with
and the ones you just now got
oh oh oh what a movie
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chrysis:
Don't rub it innnnnnn. :/ Very jealous.
It's getting better here. It's warmed up a bit, and I've managed to pull my chin up a bit as well. Soon as I see the first snowflake, though, I'm runnin' for the hills.
I did end up making some poor decisions over the weekend, though -- spending it getting my snuggle-fix with the Ex, of all people .. Ugh, wtf. They should really just sell cuddle-in-a-can, I think, and we'd all just get be a lot better off, .. and in a lot less trouble. Haha.
-ForeheadSMACK.-
It's getting better here. It's warmed up a bit, and I've managed to pull my chin up a bit as well. Soon as I see the first snowflake, though, I'm runnin' for the hills.
I did end up making some poor decisions over the weekend, though -- spending it getting my snuggle-fix with the Ex, of all people .. Ugh, wtf. They should really just sell cuddle-in-a-can, I think, and we'd all just get be a lot better off, .. and in a lot less trouble. Haha.
-ForeheadSMACK.-
chrysis:
Glad your week turned around. :] Mine was VERY interesting.. and ended up flying by, and now the weekend is going to speed by into another interesting week, and ..
Such is life. I complain when it speeds, I complain when it drags. ;/
The job thing sounds rough, but good. Congrats on life-changes. <3 I'm so afraid of making that first big transition, and mine's coming up soon..
I guess you owe yourself a kid movie now & then. ;]
Such is life. I complain when it speeds, I complain when it drags. ;/
The job thing sounds rough, but good. Congrats on life-changes. <3 I'm so afraid of making that first big transition, and mine's coming up soon..
I guess you owe yourself a kid movie now & then. ;]
so i am finally in school
out of the army
and in school
the school i decided to go to when i was 19
started it on monday
and today i get to rebuild a 3.4L V6
the next 15 ish months is all cars cars and more cars
not so much money
maybe i shall get a small job at like....zumies haha
i dont...
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out of the army
and in school
the school i decided to go to when i was 19
started it on monday
and today i get to rebuild a 3.4L V6
the next 15 ish months is all cars cars and more cars
not so much money
maybe i shall get a small job at like....zumies haha
i dont...
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chrysis:
Hahahhhhhaaa. My bad! I hate when people say stuff like that! But I can't now, because we just talked about it, so now it's scripted. SOOO, how about, I owe you one. 
chrysis:
LOL. Omg, way to go, creeper. What, did you get a text alert the -moment- I got accepted into the group? Because I'm pretty sure you sent that comment, like .. two minutes after I got the email. XD
the end comes no matter what.
the question is.....
how do you wanna go out?
on your feet or on your knees?
the question is.....
how do you wanna go out?
on your feet or on your knees?
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milosweet:
thank you thank you thank you
milosweet:
glad you like it =)
chalk up another night in the epic column
went to houston last night
head to hed tour
with straight line stitch, supe, mushroomhead, and (hed) p.e.
badass
rode down with my buddy dan
about an hour into the three hour tour (chuckle)
we hydroplaned and rode up onto the curb
ripped a nice huge chunk right off his oil pan.
luckily the people we were...
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went to houston last night
head to hed tour
with straight line stitch, supe, mushroomhead, and (hed) p.e.
badass
rode down with my buddy dan
about an hour into the three hour tour (chuckle)
we hydroplaned and rode up onto the curb
ripped a nice huge chunk right off his oil pan.
luckily the people we were...
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meow:
woah.
chrysis:
:]]]]]] Thanksssssss.