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so today was a good day.
finally a day i can look back on a say "awesome, hope tomorrows the same!"
first of all, me and her are talking again, which is all i could ask for right now. it just brings back that childish jolt of happiness when i read her name on my phone, even if the message is as simple as the...
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jaxy:
yay for good days.
strappz:
I need your stress relief tactic.... and congrats on talking to an awesome friend... Those feelings are the best... and racing!! You rock... sweet... good 'ol days are the best!smile
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so here it goes. a rundown of the weekends events, mostly the airport shit and my thought process.
pretty long. day 2 is mostly some trip details, day 4 is the serious part.

day 2: nothing goes as planned. adapt and overcome
its 720 am on friday. i just sat down for my 730 take off time.
i woke up fine, showered, finalized my packing...
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tahloolah:
way to push the pandas.
jaxy:
Airports and me have some intense bad memories and they always make me feel uber small and alone. Stuffed listening buddies are a must for my next flight... April 5th. lol.
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epic blog tomorrow, hopefully, may be later

EDIT:
blog will be about my trip a lot,
but the focus point of it will be my journey to find myself, find what it was that allowed me to let go of the one i loved. scratch that, still do love.
milosweet:
What will this epic blog be about hmm?
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stuck in new jersey for the day
ugh


contacted her last night
wanted someone to chat with.....



i wonder if this is all going to work out
i wonder now more than ever recently
rexall:
yay jersey. i'll give you some love.
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quick update:
day two went well, HUGE detailed blog on it hopefully monday
day three will be spent workin on what i have learned.

but today, mistakes have been made....

went to a very nice dinner, one of my favorites with mom my little sister and little brother and his g/f
to a place that i KNOW for a fact SHE wouldve loved, and wouldve...
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jaxy:
second chances go happen but it takes a lot of effort from both parties involved.
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not that anyone is really listening....
i mean im not very active here so yeah, really noone talks to me on here lol
but this is still the best place to post this.

first the standard stuff.

tomorrow i fly to pa!!!! get to see family and an old friend and my mommas new place! was gonna be another adventure, but problems occured by me...
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heartbaker:
Good luck
jaxy:
I hope you find the strength within yourself to fix things.
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alright.... enough attention....
since noone but one person ever reads my shit anyways.
tahloolah:
hey you fuck! i read your shit.. i just no comment bc im laaazy and you don't post often. so HA
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so
i definitely feel like most people do after they decide to watch an episode of lost mid season
or the way a child feels when his favorite cartoon ends with a "to be continued..."
i guess this is part of what oliver felt when he said "please sir, i want some more"
im lost and confused.
terrible thoughts run through my head
another roller...
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chrysis:
I hope you are kidding.

Because I already took A&P I, and this is II.

And I will punch you straight in the throat if you say again that A&P is easy.
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soooooo i guess it has been a bit of awhile
a lot has happened in the past while
first.....
my mother has been in a constant struggle to gain custody of my little siblings from their pinche pendejo of a father. the man that abused me and abused my mother, who made my mother bankrupt. this asshole who has plaqued our lives for two decades....
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jaxy:
I'm happy your momma is happy.
And I'm happy you broke your rules. tongue
chrysis:


SPOILERS! (Click to view)
Alright, that's it, I've had enough, I'm on my way to you
It's nauseating and I'm sick of waiting
For all these pointless calls to go through

But no, I'm not a skeptic anymore
At last I see what all of this ridiculous hard work is for
The moisture in the air is begging for release
And the memory of your stare is raining down on me

Hypothetically, if you were Point A
And theoretically if I was Point B,
We would be, we would be frantically melting
Into one massive point that could overcome anything

Constantly, you're working through the mileage in my head
Oh, I'm calculating, yes I'm sick of waiting
How many hours until I reach your bed?

But no, I'm not a skeptic anymore
At last I see what all of this ridiculous hard work is for
The moisture in the air is begging for release
And the memory of your stare is raining down on me

Hypothetically, if you were Point A
And theoretically, if I was Point B,
We would be, we would be frantically melting
Into one massive point
That could overcome anything

My faith in you could move these mountains I am driving through
It's times like these when I wish I could teleport to you
'cause then we wouldn't have an issue
We're cleverly, strategically
Challenging our fright and insecurities,
And never seem to want to leave

Hypothetically, if you were Point A
And theoretically, if I was Point B,
We would be, we would be frantically melting
Into one massive point
That could overcome anything

Yeah, we would be, we would be frantically melting
Into one massive point
That could overcome anything