so im sitting here waiting for my buddy to come home. so far, ive already gotten food to cook for him for the week, im cleaning and taking him out with people. gettin him to feel better. seeing as how noone here knows him, i guess i can say whats going on.
he and his wife have been fighting for a little while now. he...
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he and his wife have been fighting for a little while now. he...
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i feel a little angry again.
this tiem around, though, i am trying to understand, instead of just lashing out.
i feel like.....
i have been misjudged again....
at a time where not even i knew myself.
this tiem around, though, i am trying to understand, instead of just lashing out.
i feel like.....
i have been misjudged again....
at a time where not even i knew myself.
since this blog... which was obviously very wrong... served its purposed it is now gone....
fashionista:
wow....you shared a lot in this blog....intense.
happy easter.
the pictures are wonderful.
happy easter.
the pictures are wonderful.
pyromethious:
hmm....who's the one in the yellow ;-)
oh and btw, snakes in the grass mearly reinforce the fact that "Doc, you know I hate snakes"
oh and btw, snakes in the grass mearly reinforce the fact that "Doc, you know I hate snakes"
its called liminal time. in between time. "already-not yet" time. sometimes used to refer to the time between christmas and new years. its already, but not yet the new year. in christian theology, its used as a description of the present, in which God's realm of justice and peace has already definitively triumphed, but not yet in the tangible and material way people hope to...
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rexall:
gotta say you have had some amazing thoughts recently. i hope you find all that you are looking for. and this one in particular is pretty great. i would like to think that men are really like this.
you will get over it. there will be this moment when you realize it and it will set you free. <3
you will get over it. there will be this moment when you realize it and it will set you free. <3
yesterday, somebody, in vein efforts to excuse themselves from any fault, pointed out that i do not have the intelligence required for a relationship.
i could defend myself, but i think its much more simple to say that this is just more proof that this person really does not know me at all.
in which case, please refer to the "my take" portion of my...
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i could defend myself, but i think its much more simple to say that this is just more proof that this person really does not know me at all.
in which case, please refer to the "my take" portion of my...
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this was a blog built from stupid irrational retarded anger that could only be sourced from a demon within
as a child, your world is small. as a child, the world is simple. down the hall is far away. you have your family, and thats it. the comfort. your father is a careless drunk, your mother never stops workling and your step father is abusive. but they were there. you were never alone
problems were different then. your dad beating you for no reason...
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problems were different then. your dad beating you for no reason...
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sweetheart:
Intense! I love it!
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di_xia:
thanks honey
so apparently, today ALSO had a lesson for me. and this time around it wasnt someone yelling at me or words from a good author. no, this time it was someting simple. my dogs.
my oldest, raiden, has finally found a toy that makes him go crazy and giddy. a mere soccer ball. for some reason or another, he just seems to hate that thing....
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my oldest, raiden, has finally found a toy that makes him go crazy and giddy. a mere soccer ball. for some reason or another, he just seems to hate that thing....
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chrysis:
Come about, as innnnnnnnnn.
chrysis:
I have a thing about .. when I feel a certain way, usually anxious .. wishing my skin were animal skin instead. That I could cover my stomach or sides or legs in zebra or leopard or tiger print under my clothes. It's a calming thought; I tend to think I would feel more comfortable.
So someone helped me out and drew it on with a sharpie. Which is all I'd ever do, since it's such a whimsical feeling.
And, in the second picture, you can tell it was smeared and already half-gone .. and that was the next morning or afternoon.
So someone helped me out and drew it on with a sharpie. Which is all I'd ever do, since it's such a whimsical feeling.
And, in the second picture, you can tell it was smeared and already half-gone .. and that was the next morning or afternoon.
so today has a theme, believe it or not. starting from the beginning. a friend had posted concerns of their mortality, of ours as humans. i stated that i dont fear my mortality, just aging.
but the nail in the coffin of today's theme came from a usual source, its just something i never really came out with. me and a fellow ex-soldier were chit...
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but the nail in the coffin of today's theme came from a usual source, its just something i never really came out with. me and a fellow ex-soldier were chit...
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