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illuminatispy23

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Tuesday Jul 29, 2003

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I know all to well how it feels to feel unattractive and undesirable, even when you know that you are not. Been through emotional hell I have and I still have not quite finished the trip; I'm currently wandering through emotional purgatory or limbo. Gads its boring here!

Sometimes I feel like maybe I have plopped myself down here in purgatory just because its easier. Having been to heaven I saw it burn, having been though hell I saw more burn. Limbo is cold, distant and relatively safe from all that fire. It's not that I like it here, its dull and lonely.

Often I wish that I had someone to share this empty void with but realistically whenever one shares a void the companion is never noticed.
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hwo can you be alone with the love of a good macaw?
birds are man's REAL best friends.
Jul 29, 2003

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