illmaticdove

I might be getting my own place. Wow, I will have a home to live in alone.

Why?

Today I read my horoscope and it was on point. Not that you guys care what my horoscope says but my mouth dropped when I read this.

"You are a highly emotional person, and tend to be rather easily swayed by the emotional state of your partner. For you, life and love are both subjective, almost abstract experiences; you may feel as though there...
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The shadows bring fear when I awake in the middle of the night and don't know where I am. Covered in a cold sweat, breathing hard. Silence ringing through my ears fighting it before it takes over my soul. I am growing tired.

Please save me

Last night sucked and let me tell you I am the kind of gal that makes the best out of everything, but last night SUCKED!

Rule 1 don't ever go to a strip club with a bunch of people that used to date each other. I stuck with no ride and a bunch of jealous bickering people surrounding me. I was two seconds away from...
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Dark nights
black sea
white sands
hand in hand
I want more than a dream

The song that represents my life at the moment. I must say I wake up every morning with this in my head.

Here I go again on my own. Going down the only road I ever known. Like a drifter I was born to walk alone. So I made up my mind I ain't wasten no more time.....

So does anybody else wake up with...
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Last night was a good night. I must say I laughed a great deal.

But this morning was no good. The only day I get to sleep in my friend (who happens to be a morning person) wakes me up at 9am. Damn! One of the bad things of not having a place to live.

I just want to sleep before I have to pick...
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yo how you doin' baby it's been a long time
haven't seen you in a couple of years and the last i heard you lost your mind
well how you been who you been with how's it been goin'
still into hip hop are you still flowin'
oh yeah that's cool
we should kick back maybe have a session
i remember you tellin' me you...
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Well the trip to Chicago went well. Met some cool people. Thank you Joe for the great weekend.

Being with out permanent home is playing its tool on me but I am sure I will get by. It's not the first time. But I must say that I long to feel like I am at home some where. I envy people that know what that...
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New Pic of me and my friend Tara. That is me in the hat of course. Looks fun huh?