Tuesday Nov 06, 2007

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Well I know this has taken longer then I had planned but for all of you wonderful guys and gals who took part in my pic post 2 blogs ago.. here's the pics again and what I found in them to explain me..Let me say thought thru reading all that you guys posted I really gained alot of insight on me and you guys alot.. so thank you so much for taking part and I'm happy you enjoyed it for those how did smile



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This picture I first chose due to my name here Ilectra-fying smile and secondly I chose it for it's base idea "a Storm" I feel like I am in a storm in my current life.


This Image made me think about how I have been self centered since getting sick and the Cycle of my days.


My fisrt thought when I saw this was Lonely then It was Beauty and Resilience in a bad place. Or being outta place.


This one explains that I think people aren't perfect but It also means I love to smile and make people happy and smile.


This one has to do with me being a lil insane at times and how I feel thru those times and secondly it's my being an Introvert and not dealing well with others.


Passion and lust were the first two I got from this and then restlessness.


I am a goofball that would gladly try and kick your ass.. for fun that is.. I really am a fighter in so many ways but I try and keep it fun and happy.


Firstly I love love love animals ..even more then people but secondly I do tend on the caring side even when it's not good for me to.


This was the most profound pic of them all for me. This one is all about my shortcomings just not being able to reach the things I need and want.. and it's about me always reaching for more yearning and striving to grasp things bigger and better trying to reach out for knowledge.


Oh and this one well I am not only a sweetie BUT I have a monster sweet tooth that rules me.
I also have very very bad teeth frown


This one is pain.. the pain I'm dealing with in my life right now and the pain I can take. I see myself as tough enough to grab hold of the pain no matter what.


This one is my not really ever feeling like I belong.. On the outside looking in sorta thing.
Also things to me to many times feel utterly surreal and I see that in this pic.


Ok last one. I feel like this lamp is not living up to what it could as it's not really on it's the moon lighting it up so I feel like I'm not living to my fullest and also from a whole other view of it I feel like it's the light in the darkness just like I've always tried to be for those I love.. the light that shines in the dark..



Well those were my first ideas on the pics and why I chose them. So many of you were right or very close with alot of the pics I was amazed, Guess if a pic is worth a 1000 words you really can manage to describe yourself in some detail just using pictures.



On another note I'm in a new head space that I hope I can manage to hold on to for a bit. I'm thinking about trying to overcome some of my pain and sickness with sheer will and mind power. Cause as I see it yes the PCS is making me sick but it's not killing me so I'm going to have to learn to overcome it an push myself harder then I ever have and see if that really helps.. cause it's not like the docs are doing anything to help me right now. So I'll see what I can do and hope I can keep my strength through it all. I have HOPE so that is something.

Well I'm off to watch more Criss Angel as I'm on a Mindfreak kick this week.
P.S. for all of you guys I sent boxes to I hope you have gotten them by now and enjoyed them. let me know if and when you got it.

I lov you all madly
-I
kiss

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tiger_fodder:
Thanks! blush
bushka:
sweetie, thank you for your lovely comment, i really appreciate it kiss

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