idoru

oh man - i've been staring longingly at this site for so long and just a couple of days ago i finally had enough extra money in my checking account to become a member. Thank God i worked that second job!! everyone says i'm a workaholic - i'm just trying to pay the bills.
my goddamn stupid car!! it finally started, but i'm still not happy with it. i think i should sell it. i think i just might. hasn't started for 2 weeks, but just a few minutes ago when my sister and i threatened it with jumper cables it decided to start on it's own. the piece of shit. my husband and his dad went to try to find me another car to drive today and i just know they're gonna come home with something i can't afford, so maybe i'll have to sell the one i've got now just to make up the difference. *sigh* i hate cars. i want to be carried everywhere.
maybe i should take a bath before work. i want to take a bath now, but i know i'm gonna want one after work too and i always feel kinda weird/guilty when i bathe more than once a day. i'm not a clean freak. i just want a good excuse to smoke without having to go outside in the cold. and i love my bathtub SOOOO much.