And here's yet ANOTHER day in the life of Katya. I am relaxing in bed with a very happy post-orgasmic grin on my face and a book in my hands (well no, not now, now i am typing, but before then obviously).
What a nice day this has been. True, i was cranky earlear, but this righted itself as i started working on my painting. Tomorrow promises to be a better day then today.
Oh how i love being a heidonist. A full time heidonist. As in, make sure to enjoy everything as much as possible all the time (this includes not drinking so much that you have a pain the next day. people who do that are only part time heidonists and annoy me. They also tend to be depressed). So many depressed people around me. I have trouble fathoming it. Depression annoys me. As a preaching heidonist i feel slighted by it, like an ignored christian in the midst of atheists. Seriously, i have so much trouble comprehending why everyone else seems to have such a horrible time of it (life).
Perhaps i am so happy because the smallest things esceate me to bliss. For example. Right now i am perticulerly pleased because my room is nice and tosty worm (borrowed heater from friend THANKS!) my lamp has a worm red glow (painted the light bulb myself) and there is a very fuzzy soft Squeeky somewhere between my legs taking a nap. I just read a short story by Anais Nin about a decrepit travveller who liked little girls too much and went insaign. I have a painting i can't wait to work more on (will do this tomorrow with alyssa while watching Gormenghast). I am getting close to the end of my current long audio book (Jonathan Strange and Mr Norrell) and i am planning another SG shoot (where oh where can i find an old style office for the secretary theme? anyone? anyone?) I have a very very nice trip coming up in ten days. So you see. there is nothing fantastically magnifisent going on in my life. And yet. Everything is so very fantastic. If i had magical abilities just now (Lili spills my tea again for the tenth time today. oh well) i would share this eternal bliss i feel with the rest of the world... for a minute, a mini sample if you will. Then i'd let them go back to their old depressed boring little selves. Lili! you are an adult now, the little tea cup will not support your weight so quit trying to purch on the rim.
Oh yes. last of all. I have the pictures of all the ceramic goodies i made this term. they will be made very very public tomorrow.
What a nice day this has been. True, i was cranky earlear, but this righted itself as i started working on my painting. Tomorrow promises to be a better day then today.
Oh how i love being a heidonist. A full time heidonist. As in, make sure to enjoy everything as much as possible all the time (this includes not drinking so much that you have a pain the next day. people who do that are only part time heidonists and annoy me. They also tend to be depressed). So many depressed people around me. I have trouble fathoming it. Depression annoys me. As a preaching heidonist i feel slighted by it, like an ignored christian in the midst of atheists. Seriously, i have so much trouble comprehending why everyone else seems to have such a horrible time of it (life).
Perhaps i am so happy because the smallest things esceate me to bliss. For example. Right now i am perticulerly pleased because my room is nice and tosty worm (borrowed heater from friend THANKS!) my lamp has a worm red glow (painted the light bulb myself) and there is a very fuzzy soft Squeeky somewhere between my legs taking a nap. I just read a short story by Anais Nin about a decrepit travveller who liked little girls too much and went insaign. I have a painting i can't wait to work more on (will do this tomorrow with alyssa while watching Gormenghast). I am getting close to the end of my current long audio book (Jonathan Strange and Mr Norrell) and i am planning another SG shoot (where oh where can i find an old style office for the secretary theme? anyone? anyone?) I have a very very nice trip coming up in ten days. So you see. there is nothing fantastically magnifisent going on in my life. And yet. Everything is so very fantastic. If i had magical abilities just now (Lili spills my tea again for the tenth time today. oh well) i would share this eternal bliss i feel with the rest of the world... for a minute, a mini sample if you will. Then i'd let them go back to their old depressed boring little selves. Lili! you are an adult now, the little tea cup will not support your weight so quit trying to purch on the rim.
Oh yes. last of all. I have the pictures of all the ceramic goodies i made this term. they will be made very very public tomorrow.