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my father, the biggest dickhead i know, has dick cancer.

last week was completely miserable.

my dad lost the job he has had for 28 years.

the same night i found that out, i saw someone hit by a car and die.

boy front is bad. times four.

i dropped another class and havent the guts to tell my parents.

i need to make some doctor's appointments that i really dont want to.

bush is...
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my birthday was awesome. thanks to all my friends. xoxo

this week went well. monday we didnt have band practice but a bunch of kids and i went to the coal factory to make a horror film. becky armbruster and i were the only two girls. i really like her. it bums me out that we havent been better friends considering we've known each other since junior high and we fall into the south city...
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my phone is totally fucked. i probably wont get a new one til saturday.

i finally told jo that i was planning on applying to be a suicidegirl. he made some strong points on why i shouldnt. he has always put things in a light that appeals to every aspect of myself. i'm still considering it. (i guess this is getting a bit ahead of...
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nobody puts baby in a corner.

natalie took this profile pic. i love it.

things have been really wierd later. i wish i knew if it was going to make or break me.

i got a traffic ticket today. i dont even have a driver's license.

i keep falling for the wrong people. and i am really tired of it.

i hope Natalie feels better today. and that we do that thing i keep talking about soon.

i'm should go to work in an hour. i think i might just quit.