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Going vehicle hunting....

Awwyea. Lookit that. Poe, the uber lovely Suicide Girl, finds me worthy of a Friend Request. I feel like "The Mans"!

(disclaimer:joking comment ahead)

Why, that could be wedding bells I hear chiming!? An omen!

Hi Poe.

-Kevin

http://ravhinnos.deviantart.com/journal/3515041/

Look at that shit. TWO YEARS I devote to her, two years I compliment and spill myself out to her. Blahblahblah.

One crush bearing fling makes a "clever" comment regarding her eyes, or the obvious fact that he's attracted to her (no doubt fueled by the fact that he'd be thrilled to have ANY female take interest in him), and he's goddamned Shakespeare. It's...
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According to the Death Clock, I will die Sunday, August 13, 2034. Around 50sih years old. Seems kinda young, yet at the same time....too far away.

It doesn't look like the documentary will be a "go" project. As per usual, the cash factor.

No King's X for Kevin this tour. It is, how do you say, the suckage.

Yea, life's in a pit. I guess maybe I SHOULD return to Pensacola, for the mediocre familiarity?

I love Candlebox. They make me miserable.

Moving....SOMEWHERE in January. That gives me 3 months to decide where and figure out how.

There's a part of me that wants to return to the now ravaged beach town of Pensacola...surely, reunion with my long lost "brother" would be worthy enough.

I'd like to travel and shoot my documentary, but I can't save the money needed for that in just 3 months and expect...
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Computer=back to life

FUCKBEANS.

Today, my computer dies on me.

I'll be sparse, obviously, until I figure out what the problem is and afford to fix it.

The Gods:"What, Kevin may have a financial advantage?! His marriage fell apart?! He's feeling more suicidal than usual?! Well, let's FUCK WITH HIM SOME MORE!"

If I believed in you, God, I'd really hate you.

Ohwell.....at least I still have Star...
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"Aiden said, on September 17, 2004 at 5:22 PM: hahahaha... i think your comment on my set was the fuckin funniest!!!

holy hot god damn fuck.

hahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

*aiden*"

HA! TAKE THAT, HIGH SCHOOL WRITING CLASSES! Potty humor and filthy words DO make beautiful women laugh!

....now that I think about it, maybe she was making fun of me...?

-Kevin

EDIT:why the fuck are <br>'s all...
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There's really no way to explain yourself to most people. What words can one use to describe just a basic feeling, much less try to defend, rationalize, explain, or display such a feeling?

I think it's a pretty simple concept:I am simply incapable of happiness it seems; every other conscious thought is that of suicide screaming at me from the back of my skull and...
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