i_poop_too_much

Time was supposed to heal it all
Was supposed to draw the pain
Was supposed to push it out

Time was supposed to make things right
Was supposed to give me hope
Was supposed to make me feel

Time was supposed to make you fade
Was supposed to set me free
Was supposed to let you go

Time was supposed to let me live
Was supposed to clear my head
Was supposed to let me learn

And I
Just lie here dying every night
Clinging to myself
Reaching for what never was

And I
Just lie here dying every day
Drowning in the past
Bleeding for the things Ive done

But my mistakes hang on me like my own skin
Haunting whats within
Telling me Ill never be
Good enough
For you

Off to Florida with me....I'm fighting ghosts and making hard decisions, rearranging priorities and putting myself back on top, hoping that doing so will let me come back to life.....I want to want to live again, and only I can do it.