i_am_sisyphus

fuck your happiness! i'm so fuckin' sick of my friends finding there soulmates!!! it's like they all paired off while i was sleeping. it's as if the good ones fall for the bad ones and vice versa. oh jesus, george carlin makes my pants tight. i might be able to aford christmas this year. the next time any of you see a mother take a...
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another week past and gone and wasted. what should be done with this broken viking? i had 2 one hour long sex sessions on tuesday night. good times. then i went for her again, after sunrise, and was shot down. she said i was an animal and that her hips hurt. i was one smilin' mother fucker. how ever she's not miss right and could...
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holy shit am i at this again?!?!?!yes, yes i am. so what has happened this week that's worth mentioning? well, i ate drugs last weekend and it was terrific. i felt wonderful and i made some lucrative connections. on the other side of things, i still haven't heard any more from my hippie girl and it's weighing heavily on my mind. am i cursed or...
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halloween night was much better than i thought it was gonna be. i got laid!! it was awsome (for both parties) and i really like her as a person. she was responsive to my touch and i to hers. not a dead fuck by any means. very good time. i kinda sorta got dressed up for the 'ween' but it was more about getting undressed,...
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yet another disapointment in my life. isn't that what it's all about though? i went on a "date" with a girl i met online. i really don't think the picture online was of her face. she had about 60/70 lbs on me. i'm not a thin man so for her to weigh more than me was, well, not very good. she was also my height...
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tattoo time went well. how else could it go if your bestfriend is your tattoo artist. i got a viking tatted on my forearm. pictures are forthcoming. not that any of you illelitist fuckers care. i don't understand the cooler than thou mindset of you scene and anti-scene kids. can't we all just get along? or at least pretend to and talk shit privately. i...
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here i am you lucky people back again to cry on your shoulders. ever wonder what it all means? of course you do, that's what seperates us from the apes........... and the grapes. i sometimes think that if i could put my personality on a t-shirt the girl of my dreams would run straight up to me and jump in my lap. if i could...
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jeez louise...what does a guy gotta do for a satisfying life with a story book ending around here??...well, my weeks off to a terrific start already... i got yelled at for no aparent reason by some one whos supposed to be my friend and though, i may not seem it i am the sensitive type...i don't know how to relate to people i meet i...
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well, here i am again spilling my guts to allah you f*cks...yeah, it's been a very lonely week, month, year...f*ck it, i really need to keep writing awkward little joints so i can get the hell out of this mill town without a mill...yeah, maybe i could one day be a famous rapper with bling and bitches...yeah right...

ok, so my best friend is hooked up with the crush of my life...story of my fuckin' life...oh and i won $10 at poker!..figures...