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i_am_ghost:
I am drunk.
I had a reasonably busy weekend. This was good.
Firstly I took a selfie before work. Because I have no photos of myself anymore. And everything from the past 4 years is me looking short and fat next to my tall ex-girlfriend. I'm still short but I'm taking care of the fat part.
I've been keeping myself quite busy around the house. Doing chores for
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i_am_ghost:
@damian_stark putting it together felt like it was carved from a solid piece of wood (and somehow fabric?!) cut down by lightning from an old magestic oak tree.
damian_stark:
It was fucking solid. Well done... and that pizza looks fantastic.
Let me tell you why.
So I seem to be gaining some better health the longer the week goes. I barely felt sick today, and apart from carrying my massive laptop home in my satchel bag this afternoon, my back has been pretty good. I'm confident now that I will in fact be able to exercise next week.
Work day was quick because I finished...
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emmameow:
Iv literally just spent the last hour reading all your blogs... Hope that isn't weird. I love them, you put so much detail into them and the way you word it is like your just sitting in the room with the 'reader' having a conversation. Your honesty is very refreshing.
i_am_ghost:
Haha, thanks @emmameow, I go back and read over them too. Even in times when I am not currently subscribed to the site I like to come back and read what I've written. Having somewhere to write is the reason why I keep coming back here. I like being able to see where I've been and see if I'm heading in the right direction.
Last night I woke up at about 2am and could not sleep because I had some weird stomach cramps. I don't know why, they were just happening.
Two things scared me about this. Firstly, the pharmacist whom I purchased painkillers for my back from, told me firstly to be aware of any abdominal pain in addition to my back, as it could mean that I...
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i_am_ghost:
Also, I do not do well on my own, and every noise at night is definitely someone in my house.
Well I guess today was a good a day as any to finally lose my shit.
sylviagold:
chin up x
i_am_ghost:
Thank you @cutest_cupcake, I am getting there.
..intense weekend. I definitely didn't waste any part of it. I caught up with good friends, made some new ones. Hurt my back moving things for my mum, then drank enough to forget my pain. Ate a lot of food, but have been incapacitated and unable to exercise.
I came home to an empty house tonight though. It feels a bit weird, and I miss...
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Is it possible to comment on a a blog or photo on SG without sounding like a complete creep? If there is, I'd like to know it.
Today I took a selfie. So I'm back at my mum's house in North Queensland for the next few days. I had to cancel the flights we had originally had booked to the Golf Coast. But instead I spent it with my best friend listening to sad songs. And there's a girl here who I think is pretty amazing but regardless of whether she ever
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Hopefully these sad and depressing posts will be fewer soon. Probably not entirely non-existent, but fewer.
It hasn't been an easy day. My boss is on holiday for the next 3 weeks, so his boss is now my boss, for the next 3 weeks. I don't make a habit of talking about work on social media in a negative way under any circumstances anymore just...
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I've had a bad day.
The things of occurrence today weren't bad. It started off as any other Saturday would. I did the work I needed to do, a task that thankfully takes all of about 5 minutes now vs. the 2 hours it would take every Saturday and every Sunday when I first developed it. Some GTA V and some lunch. I had plans...
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facingforesight:
I know exactly how this feels being a ghost In your own home. This was the exact position I was in a 2 years ago before me and my now ex broke up a year later. I wish I could give reassuring words of some sort but I truthfully wouldn't know what to say, I know I'm stealing dealing with the same pain deep down some days. I hope every thing works for you. Your not alone
i_am_ghost:
Thanks @facingforesight
The conversation has been had.
I've been finding it hard to ask "so what is the fucking deal; when are you moving out?". When she sent me a text this afternoon to tell me she wouldn't be home for dinner and she would tell me why when she got home, I was hopeful it would be because she had made some plans.
I have been...
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i_am_ghost:
*able to pay it. And if you don't look where you're typing on an iPad you will hit return instead of backspace.
damian_stark:
Heh.
Trams. One of the best things about Melbourne. They seem like such a whimsical mode of transport. Think San Francisco on an autumn day with yellow leaves falling all around. So pretty.
In Melbourne, I think trams are the worst mode of transport. All of the dirtiest and trashiest people catch trams because it's pretty easy to hop on and off without paying. No one...
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