well my bad day was just an all around disaster....everything went wrong yesturday...the mirror was like my last straw...and then i just couldn't handle it any more...planning for a good day today tho...
If you leap awake in the mirror of a bad dream
And for a fraction of a second you can't remember where you are
Just open your window and follow your memory upstream
To the meadow in the mountain where we counted every falling star
I believe a light that shines on you will shine on you forever
And though I cant guarantee theres nothing... Read More
Ok, so the jackas who stole my wallet did not give me back my ID or pictures of my baby girl, he must die!!!
Went to counseling again last night with Susan, when i left i was angry and depressed. I did not even say a word to Susan or the Counselor. I don't think ill go back.
Consider yourself officially cleared for updates...but it goes both ways.....you have to keep us up to date as well......Im forever lost in my own little world.....
I went to Safeway this morning to get my daily bagel. Everday there is a different person wandering the parking lot trying sell stolen merchandise or beg for money. Today, this lady is standing there with an empty gas can and asks me for a dollar, i told her that i don't carry cash. As i walked... Read More
where do you work??
thank you for wanting to hug me, it made me smile, they were all good happy tears though, and so the hug would prolly have only made things worse
it is good to see that you and the future ex are managing to get along, it will make life so much easier for the both of you and the precious little one as well...
you should come out on thursday to the jolly roger, it'll give you a chance to meet some of the pdx crew and possibly restore your faith in portland...
E
*The Jolly Roger? i do not know where or what that is, ill find it
The PDX crew of the group i cannot join? hhhmmmmm *
we are selectiv, and over protective ofour little group
but the jolly roger is on 12th and se madison, one block north of hawthorne...
we usually show up around ten and the rest of the night on....
Everybody say goodbye to the "person above" threads....how ever will people know who wants to make out with them or go down on them?
People are so bold on the internet.
Tonight i am going to counseling with my soon-to-be ex wife so that she can learn to be my friend, sounds weird. Yesterday we actually spent the whole day together without a fight or... Read More
It just isn't working in various areas, boo hoo! I would have gone but its a 5 hour train ride and I am just not up too it, Tricky and PJ would have been amazing, I was listening to Broken Home just yesterday
Actually I'm joking, seriously. The only beef that I have with myself is that I have a bit of a weight issue, but thats only in the last few years, I was never very chubby as a kid and into high school, I think I just put on the fresham 15 when I started college, only 3 times is all..
And I LOVE my cats, yes I will be a cat lady.. only married and with lots of kids. But, LOTS of cats too. Because I love them. I have 2 right now, and they are my babies.. you just don't understand, Cinco is my main squeeze, she's been with me through everything.
AND, I'm not down on myself, that's just the way my personality is. I've been that way my whole life, I make myself the butt of the joke, so that way when other people do it.. I'm like " hey man, we already heard that one, it's old get over it. "... I just beat people to the punch I guess, so sometimes I do it when its not even nessecary.
Anyway.. I should end this comment, it's WAY too long now.. but I'm not really trying to be mean or anything.. but maybe you shouldn't read my journal if stuff like that offends you. I mean really. I was joking around - I'm not trying to make an enemy out of a could be a friend.. but I can't have friends that offend easily because I'm gross and disgusting about my humor so if I talk about poop I can't have you all squeamish on me.