hyit

sick
played hookie
sleep
just say no to showers

my dog just pawed me in the face. good thing im a nerd and had glasses on. four eyes.

craving vitamin c
miss my motha
spent lotsa monies this week. money money money money.

i lurk old friends on the internet
and spy on people
its too easy these days
people flash their private lives to strangers and unknowns way too freely
ameteurs
nothing is sacred. your idea of it and mine differ greatly im sure.

ready for my fucking set to be done so i can get on with this.
realized that night of the shoot i tapped into something i had been trying to get to all this time
partying didnt fulfill it
surrounding myself with chaos didnt fulfill it
even falling in love
who wouldve thought posing naked and becoming a characitchure of myself would?
not me
youre talking to the girl who fucked with the lights off
never did a strip tease
never was proud to be sans clothes

well not anymore
i grew into myself that night of the shoot
all this time i knew that force (ima call it the force cause id never felt like that before) was in me
turns out all i had to do was let all that bullshit go and boom. there ya go.