Thursday Jul 15, 2004

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can't sleep. not that i should be able to; i slept all day. and then took a nap. and then took another nap.

debating my options... i hate to take sleeping pills but i don't feel like being awake. at all.

don't feel like doing anything. i wish my vacation wasn't so far away... i think i need a change of scenery.

Tuesday Jul 13, 2004

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didn't wake up until four or so this afternoon. i was bored last night so i ended up at the bar down on the corner, which was cool because i got to hang out and drink with my boss. my friend april came home with my boyfriend after work (they both work at an art camp for kids) so i got to chill with her...
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abadinfluence:
I have my mushy moments ... usually though they happen around bread that has somehow gotten wet.

But rarely ... just rarely, I break out of the "man" role and really touch base with my feelings.

And uh ... thanks for the beer ... but ... I don't really drink beer.

God ... I am so not a man. I don't drink beer, hate football and agree that all men are jerks.
pumpkineater:
why dont you visit nyc? thats something to do.

Tuesday Jul 13, 2004

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nothing to update on... but i felt it was needed. some newness, you know? hmmm. yup. so... how was your weekend?
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oracle:
my weekend was very very boring, I was supposed to take off with my ex to her cabin (her and her new bf were gonna break up) then friday night they talked and got back together again and she said that it wasn't a good idea, and that after I cancelled my plans to go away frown
so ya I am bitter and twisted biggrin
abadinfluence:
I was naked most of the weekend. Thus ... it was pretty good.

Friday Jul 09, 2004

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off to work. grrr. skull robot skull
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pumpkineater:
you've been at work all weekend apparently!
thearcanecircle:
i know how you feel.

Friday Jul 09, 2004

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sorry for the cryptic entry yesterday... blackeyed

now i suppose i owe an explanation. ak. very well: i went out with my old man the other night (the one of questionable fucked-up-ed-ness) and we ended up getting pretty drunk. him more so than i, because he doesn't drink anymore. in any case, he decided he was going to propose to me. not the get down on...
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pumpkineater:
not such a bad story. a good story to hang on to for those "remember when..." stories. chalk one up for drunkeness. alcohol: 1, hyena: 0

sorry to nitpick, but doest "my old man" usually refer to one's father??
librarian:
Whew. In my experience, once marriage is mentioned, things change. surreal

Thursday Jul 08, 2004

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hmmm. it's probably nothing, but i might've fucked up big time last night. i'll explain later, if necessary.

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allister:
Shit happens. biggrin

Thanks for posting in my journal; I still had my previous journal entry, and I've been a lazy cunt updating it, so half of my friends think I'm leaving. biggrin

Take care. Drop me a line sometime.
slc7675:
hopefully it is nothing...............but explain anyway

Wednesday Jul 07, 2004

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kids are shotting off left-over fireworks out in the street, much to the displeasure of every neighborhood dog. and myself, i might add. my head's stuffy and slow in that "haven't had my coffee yet" way, and outside it looks like rain.

i keep having weird dreams. a lot of them feature my twin best friends: jules, who died in a car crash in december,...
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oracle:
hmm thats wierd...I usually get a headache when I wake up and have dreams like that cause then I concentrate so hard on filling in the pieces. I knew a guy who would write his dreams down in the middle of the night and read them in the morning to see if anything made sense biggrin
fuck:
thanx...it does make me feel better.

Tuesday Jul 06, 2004

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had a nice french dinner last night, then went to see my friend's band. they'd already finished playing when i got there, but i ran into my boss, so i hung out for a while anyway. wanted to take a walk this morning but i didn't get up in time. now it's too hot... ah well; there's always tomorrow. gonna go downtown for lunch with...
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pumpkineater:
is "take a walk" a euphimism for something?

who takes walks other than people 65+ years old?

you silly southerner. wink
slc7675:
smile kiss smile

Monday Jul 05, 2004

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happy monday everybody. well, i had an uneventful holiday weekend. a lot of sitting around, a lot of quality dog time, but no grilling and no fireworks for Hyena. frown
don't really have anything interesting to say today, so in the style of Voltaire, here's some questions for y'all:

1. what's your favorite and least favorite thing about where you live?

2. what is the...
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daem:
1. the fucking rednecks

2. what is the last thing that touched your lips? Cheeseburger sub

3. would you rather have the power to stop time, or to go back in time? I think stop time.

4. which SG smiley icon do you use most often? Probably the kissy face

5. if you could change one (physical) thing about yourself, what would it be? Id be thinner.

6. if you could change one (non-physical) thing about yourself, what would it be? Id be more patient

7. what's the last book you read, or the book you're currently reading? Paths of the Dead by Brust

8. what do you do for a living? what's your ideal job? I am a housekeeper in a hotel, and i wanna be paid a lot for not doing a fucking thing. Vice president would be nice

9. when you're walking, do you tend to look down at your feet, or up at the sky? Down

10. and finally... dogs or cats? Dogs
necrophagist:
1. Favorite: Lots of character and historical/cultural merit
Least Favorite: The lack of entertaining things to do, and low cost housing estates ruining countryside

2. Bottle of water

3. Back in time (put right the many wrongs)

4. I tend not to use them too often, but biggrin would probably win

5. More 'toned'

6. Be less reserved

7. The Wasp Factory by Iain Banks (for the umpteenth time)

8. I work in IT. Would love to be a photographer, if only i had one iota of creative sinew in my body.

9. Somewhere in the middle. More down than up though

10. Cats!

Sunday Jul 04, 2004

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i can't seem to construct complete sentences today. i had a bunch of bizarre dreams last night. i think my brain's still recovering...

so maybe i'll have something worth typing out later. maybe not. hell, i ain't promising nothing.

xoxoxo,
-Hyena.
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oracle:
I have to say I really love your profile picture
pantsonfire:
on the strength of your recent "middle skool" posts and your recent posts on the boards, i feel compelled to send you a friends request. enjoy!
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