i haven't gotten laid in... longer than i can remember. for reasons i can't even start to try to remember. i hate relationships. the commited, long-term kind. that is. i am not cut out for it.
and i am as unhappy as i have ever been. and i want to leave.
but.
i lost my job. am getting kicked out of my apartment this weekend. and i have no car.
so.
i stay. that and the guilt, i think. the fear of free-falling into something i would never be able to stop... and this, yes, is my purgatory.
god fucking damn it.
and i am as unhappy as i have ever been. and i want to leave.
but.
i lost my job. am getting kicked out of my apartment this weekend. and i have no car.
so.
i stay. that and the guilt, i think. the fear of free-falling into something i would never be able to stop... and this, yes, is my purgatory.
god fucking damn it.
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...and to present misfortune as well.
god fucking damn it indeed.
Tell me about it; New Orleans is great to visit, now that I don't LIVE there anymore, but I skipped town over a year ago to travel the country far-and-wide and it's done me nothing but good! If you really want to escape NOLA I can give you a few pointers, if you really can't find a way out then maybe I can hook you up somehow, help you out as best I can. I'm in town until tomorrow morning (May 6th) and then I'm taking off for Alaska, but if you want to email me then maybe we can sort something out. Wish you the best!