hyenahell

it's way too early for me to be up and about. but. i left work early last night. just decided that i couldn't deal with it. i can't really explain the feeling. just jumpy. agitated. feeling like my head was going too fast and my body was moving in slow motion. just. twitchy. strung too tightly, like i was going to snap. so i left. andrew was nice about it. i was glad he didn't try to guilt me into staying, or whatever. so. i did sleep some last night, on and off. i woke up around 6 or so, and ever since, have a cough stuck in the back of my throat that won't let me go back to sleep. and no use keeping rhys from sleeping, too. so i moved to the couch. and then. gave up. and here i am now.