hyenahell

i've been up and down lately. some days are great. some days are just low-down and rotten and laced with this urgent need to run far and fast. it's difficult to explain without getting deep into a mess that i'd rather not even scratch the surface of... at least not here. not now.

and maybe that's part of it. too much internalization. too much isolation. i can feel myself closing up. shutting the outside out and the inside in, battening down the hatches and turning off the lights.
maybe it's just that time of year.

but. i said i wasn't getting into it, and that was more than a scratch. so anyway.

let's talk about something else. please answer one of the following three questions.

1. what are your holiday plans? do you/your family have any traditions? tell me about you favorite holiday memory. and it's not allowed to be a sad one, like "my puppy died on christmas morning". because if you make me sad i will fucking kill you.

2. can you help me help my houseplants?

3. would you rather have a finger cut off, or go to the mall right now? because dude. have you seen the mall parking lots?!?

that's it. talk to y'all later.
much love.
-Hyena.