hyenahell

well.
at least finals will be over... erg... the 2nd of may.
writing a paper after having slept through class.
i am not cut out for this shit.

so. i might ... *fingers crossed* ... have a place to live after i get evicted in two weeks. pray for me, people. *wicked grin*


....and, as always... nope. no apartment.
there is a certain freedom, i think, in the loss of all hope. unfortunately i do not feel "freed"... just very, very angry.

so.

fucking.

well.

i hate... this ... so much.
my hands and mouth are bloody my vision blurred and i am raving, hysterical... to no end. ah. the end... and all things moving towards it. then does the movement, the ritual and the act in itself transcend the meaning or motive behind it?
who fucking knows. or cares, at this juncture.
all i know is the pressure in...
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thanks to all for the warm welcome.
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noticed today the fan art group and have since dedicated my week to such ends... in other artistic news i am getting reviewed in a week or so. which means a commitee gets to look at my art, force me to explain the finer conceptual points of stuff i did because i couldn't not do it, not...
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got back sunday from the southern iron conference in birmingham. love that molten-hot metal. mmmm. finally splurged on a membership to this site after about a year of hopelessly ogling. um. that is all. for now.