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another wasted day...
i have got to find a job; it's become ridiculous. if only for something to occupy my meddling mind. heh. not to mention the fact that i am so fucking far in debt. that pretty soon i'll have to start pawning shit to pay rent.
my friends are starting to tell me they're "worried" about me. i.e.: "gee, we've seen you in...
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uncognitive:
Ooof. If I could employ you, loan you money, or cheer you up, I certainly would. *hug*

Maybe your mood will lighten once I pull up in a stolen school bus and spirit you away to sunny Mexico...plus, once we sell the schoolkids on the lucrative Mexican black market, we can live like kings, I tell you. biggrin

But good luck finding a job...hopefully something will come up, even if it's some half-assed part-time thing.

And I hope you feel better. I know that listless, falling feeling too well...maybe you just need a break in your routine, something to remind you that you have more possibilities out there than what you feel restricted to.

Yeah, I suck at cheering people up, but hey, at least one of us disembodied internet weirdos thinks you're awesome, if that helps. love
uncognitive:
Tag, you're it.

And yes, I'm not at Joy Division level of mope, but I sure hope that doesn't mean I now have to go to the New Order level of disco feyness. wink

And again, good luck with the job search. Maybe you and my significant other can hang out and bemoan your lack of job options. Of course, that might not really lead to an active job search... biggrin

And there's an X lyric for every situation, isn't there?

Good to hear you're getting laid, at least.

And hope you're feeling better. *hug*
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feeling the need to post something less angst-ridden and bitchy. my life really isn't so terrible. except for the unemployed part. and the unhappily involved in a going nowhere fast type relationship. otherwise i'm peachy. hurray for cigarettes, anti-depressants and puppies. surreal

edited to add:

today has been a total waste of clean underwear. blackeyed
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kudra:
lol, a total waste of clean underwear????
How did all the doctor stuff turn out?
nattle:
Trust me...I don't know how I didn't do that. And I don't know how I've forgiven them both...

I try not to think about it. It will drive me fucking mad.

As for a day that was a complete waste of clean underwear, I hear ya on that one.
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"plaid perfume on my breath... i meant i been drinkin' scotch..."

going out soon to eat some meat with the old man and a coupla good friends of ours. i wish the ball and chain wasn't coming, or else it almost sounds like a good time. i swear i am going to kill him before the year is up. really. between the constant snide comments...
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nattle:
Well, that doesn't sound fun. frown Came by to say thanks for the welcome. Hope things get better for ya.
alkaholic:
u are indeed one hizzot bizzotch....
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back from a week (/) long absence from the site... i exist again in the SG world, though. happily so.
updates:
got a puppy. chihauhau marked like a hound dog- black, brown with white paws and white -tipped tail. adorable. his name is poncho. i'll post pictures soon.
moved into the new apartment, though it took a while what with my not having a car....
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uncognitive:
Fine, you got to see X and I didn't.

Fucker. wink

At least you could make it up to me by emailing me an uncropped version of your snazzy new (old) profile pic...

*long silence*

Well, it was worth a shot, right? biggrin

Good news about the apartment and the dog, and I hope the job comes through as well.

Now I'm having flashbacks to having to move to a new apartment in the middle of the summer, and wondering if my cat is larger than your dog, so I should almost certainly wrap this up. smile
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rumors of my death have been greatly exagerated...


after a superfulously extended absence... i am back.
\II/ skull \II/
uncognitive:
Fuck yeah.

Welcome back, kiddo. love skull
b4byl0n:
we missed you darlin kiss
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i am feeling better this morning. yesterday i smoked ...(wait for it)... 16 cigarettes. usually i smoke about 30 to 40+ a day. i am being a good little girl and following doctor's orders because, um, i like to breathe. i am going back this morning, hopefully it will not take as long today as it did yesterday, so i can go get my birth...
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daem:
See now this is karma, if youve been a good girl you will have good things happen! ok not really and its just a toss of the dice but i try to be a little optimistic.

As for the whiskey, i dont remember how much it cost, because well i suck. I prefer a sour mash over most other liquors. I like Evan Williams quite a bit really. And to be truthful thats hte most expensive whiskey ive bought. As for how to mix it, I drop 3 shots into a glass of beer. Or make a 50/50 soda/whiskey mix if im out on the town (im not supposed to have it, shhh) but i LOVE sipping from a glass. Im not a big fan of shots until im pretty shitfaced. then someone can piss in my mouth and id be happy. I love PBR, but what i really like are mostly imported beers. Ones that actually have some alcohol in them mixed with some flavor. But PBR is by far the best <3
tuesday:
Good luck with the move, I just moved about a month ago. It was a nightmare and a half.

Go down to Johnny Walkers and have some whiskey for me.
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so i was at the doctor for ... four fucking hours. they gave me two breathing treatments, a shot of adrenyline, another breathing treatment, a shot of steroids, steroids to take home, two inhalers and they want me to come back tomorrow. i have only had 10 cigarettes since 7 this morning, down from 2 packs a day. i don't feel any better. and i'm...
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kudra:
Ezili.
daem:
Hey you, i am here kinda. Been reading a lot to soothe my tired head.

You have to get better, if you get real sick im gonna be wicked pissed. I will do something terrible and spiteful, and dont think i wont =). BTW flirting with the doctor, male or female, always seemed to make my trips more interesting, maybe you could have fun doing the same!
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still feeling... ill, but oddly so. maybe i'm dying. i have this strange tingly numbness in my throat/chest area. it is somewhat frightening...
surreal
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uncognitive:
Yeah, get your self checked out. Your mysterious internet fanbase is concerned for your health. *hugs*
uncognitive:
Hey, how do you know I'm unfuckable, you haven't even seen pictures of me yet. wink

*edited for reasons best left undefined. move along, nothing to see here*

[Edited on May 29, 2003]
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so. i've felt like hell for the past two days, some sort of respiratory thing. i, of course, suspect consumption. i've managed to cut back my smoking (from two pack a day) and that seems to have helped, but i am not wholly well and it is irritating. i think most people take simple things, like breathing, for granted. i had asthma when i was...
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a tuesday... . . . . . . blackeyed
kudra:
I think only SOME people have internet personalities......I'm not trying to project any sort of image or gain confidence enought to talk to people on here, and I don't think all of the people on sites like this are...........people catch me for about three seconds on here becuase it usually takes that much time to communicate.......but still......
I don't believe you can tell hardly ANYTHING about someone from teh computer. Behavior, speech pattern, energy level, etc, has so much more to do with someone that random info about what they like, etc.

anyways......hows life in New orleans? It's hot here, so holy shit, you must be sweating there!
b4byl0n:
kiss your blackeyed
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drug my ass home from the bar at 6 this morning.
i gotta stop doing that. i mean. fuck. i know i'm not the most "together" person, y'know. but i feel i need a little more...er...direction with my life. and then there's the "so, what are you doing after college?" question , i've been getting that a lot. i just tell 'em i'll look into...
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ninjagrrl:
Burn the bridges as they come.

I myself have the exquisite life plan of washing dishes for the rest of my life, menthol cig hanging out of my mouth, sketching ideas while riding the bus home, then painting like a mad mutha.

(^ ^) ng
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rumors of my death have been greatly exagerated.
skull
just a bad few days, but once again i have resiliantly clawed my way up out of the vortex to waste precious job-hunting time on internet porn sites.

the week, in a nutshell:
yardsale drunkeness including two snakes, a pitbull, manequin parts, random strangers, an alcoholic russian mail-order husband abstract painter and his fat american wife, a...
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daem:
I wish my life were exciting, I just watch kids play football in the street wishing that it was not against the law to shoot them in their rap music listening heads. I am now jealous and envious of you.

My week fucking sucked. The most depressing thing is that i've found i like booze more than women. Most marketable skill would be, um, i don't know. I honestly have no idea who the fuck shit is but a lot of my friends hate her for some reason. I try not to watch any. Drink and masturbate. always drink and masturbate on saturdays.

Good to see you back =)
7deuce:
yeah hopefully things will get better for both of us. thanks for the words. you can hollah at me too sometime.