Thursday Jul 22, 2004

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i got my bike fixed today. and i added a couple new pictures. nothing special, i just finally charged the battery for the digital camera. um... that's about it. now i think i'm gonna go and take some sleeping pills so i can get to bed, and maybe tomorrow i'll be awake for the same hours as my boyfriend... or. maybe not. meh.
sandwillow:
Lookin cute. I like the curls.
xixax:
just sent you an e-mail smile

Wednesday Jul 21, 2004

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woke up at 3-something and couldn't get back to sleep. bah. so made some coffee, walked to the store for smokes and i'm updating again...

i really like getting out of the house and roaming the streets right before dawn. i love watching the sky get lighter. i get to do this a lot, but usually it's through the door of the bar. it's great...
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slc7675:
i like dusk. watching the sun set and all. dawn is cool to but it just comes to damn early.

a couple years ago i was camping by the ocean and woke up really early and couldnt g oback to sleep. i made a pot of coffe and took it and some smokes and walked down t othe beach and just sat watching the ocean. one of the most relaxing moments i can remember.
sandwillow:
Oh, and the coolest thing about the "eats like a carnie" event is that the fair was in town, so that may actually have been a carnie. I may have served rasberry sour cream pie to a real carnie.

Wednesday Jul 21, 2004

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my boyfriend brought me flowers today!

my neighbors brought me a package that the mailman accidentally delivered to them.

the chinese delivery guy brought my food 20 minutes early...

i wish i could go back to sleep.

Monday Jul 19, 2004

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happy monday everyone!

finally a day off for Hyena. gotta go to the doctor's today at four. didn't want to wake up so (relatively) early, but at least this way i can stay on a mostly daytime scedule this week. i need to try to get out of the house more, too. it gets super-depressing just going to work/sitting at home/sleeping/repeating ad nausium... ugh!

well,...
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thearcanecircle:
sometimes keeping things simple is the best way to go whatever
pumpkineater:
sometimes you need some downtime away from drama.

Thursday Jul 15, 2004

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updating again because i am bored. i need to stay up until at least 10 am so i can make some phone calls and get a couple of appointments scheduled. (it sucks not being awake during normal business hours!)

this is shit i needed to have done several months ago. there are a lot of things like this that have been piling up all summer....
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sin:
My boyfriend is going to put them in for me since i hardly had enough money to buy them as is. We searched all over the city and couldnt find any salons that put them in for under $100! sheesh! tongue
I highly suggest SynthDoll if you want a cheap place to get them from! biggrin I paid only $66 (shipping included) for 40 double ended dreads. The girl that runs SynthDoll is really sweet, and very helpful with any questions about her stuff. smile
sin:
yeah i tried making dreads with my old falls and they came out sooooo shitty! maybe i will go to that store you mentioned once i get some more cash, and try again. it'd be neat to have a few extra accents colors that i can change with my mood, since it wouldn't be too much of a hassle to just take out the accent colors and braid in something different.
i'm getting a black base color, with hot pink and white accents. biggrin

Thursday Jul 15, 2004

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can't sleep. not that i should be able to; i slept all day. and then took a nap. and then took another nap.

debating my options... i hate to take sleeping pills but i don't feel like being awake. at all.

don't feel like doing anything. i wish my vacation wasn't so far away... i think i need a change of scenery.

Tuesday Jul 13, 2004

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didn't wake up until four or so this afternoon. i was bored last night so i ended up at the bar down on the corner, which was cool because i got to hang out and drink with my boss. my friend april came home with my boyfriend after work (they both work at an art camp for kids) so i got to chill with her...
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abadinfluence:
I have my mushy moments ... usually though they happen around bread that has somehow gotten wet.

But rarely ... just rarely, I break out of the "man" role and really touch base with my feelings.

And uh ... thanks for the beer ... but ... I don't really drink beer.

God ... I am so not a man. I don't drink beer, hate football and agree that all men are jerks.
pumpkineater:
why dont you visit nyc? thats something to do.

Tuesday Jul 13, 2004

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nothing to update on... but i felt it was needed. some newness, you know? hmmm. yup. so... how was your weekend?
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oracle:
my weekend was very very boring, I was supposed to take off with my ex to her cabin (her and her new bf were gonna break up) then friday night they talked and got back together again and she said that it wasn't a good idea, and that after I cancelled my plans to go away frown
so ya I am bitter and twisted biggrin
abadinfluence:
I was naked most of the weekend. Thus ... it was pretty good.

Friday Jul 09, 2004

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off to work. grrr. skull robot skull
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pumpkineater:
you've been at work all weekend apparently!
thearcanecircle:
i know how you feel.

Friday Jul 09, 2004

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sorry for the cryptic entry yesterday... blackeyed

now i suppose i owe an explanation. ak. very well: i went out with my old man the other night (the one of questionable fucked-up-ed-ness) and we ended up getting pretty drunk. him more so than i, because he doesn't drink anymore. in any case, he decided he was going to propose to me. not the get down on...
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pumpkineater:
not such a bad story. a good story to hang on to for those "remember when..." stories. chalk one up for drunkeness. alcohol: 1, hyena: 0

sorry to nitpick, but doest "my old man" usually refer to one's father??
librarian:
Whew. In my experience, once marriage is mentioned, things change. surreal

Thursday Jul 08, 2004

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hmmm. it's probably nothing, but i might've fucked up big time last night. i'll explain later, if necessary.

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allister:
Shit happens. biggrin

Thanks for posting in my journal; I still had my previous journal entry, and I've been a lazy cunt updating it, so half of my friends think I'm leaving. biggrin

Take care. Drop me a line sometime.
slc7675:
hopefully it is nothing...............but explain anyway

Wednesday Jul 07, 2004

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kids are shotting off left-over fireworks out in the street, much to the displeasure of every neighborhood dog. and myself, i might add. my head's stuffy and slow in that "haven't had my coffee yet" way, and outside it looks like rain.

i keep having weird dreams. a lot of them feature my twin best friends: jules, who died in a car crash in december,...
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oracle:
hmm thats wierd...I usually get a headache when I wake up and have dreams like that cause then I concentrate so hard on filling in the pieces. I knew a guy who would write his dreams down in the middle of the night and read them in the morning to see if anything made sense biggrin
fuck:
thanx...it does make me feel better.
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