hurting

Once again I cant sleep. There is so much to think about. My mind is going a thousand miles an hour. It's like I'm falling down a dark black hole sinking deeper and deeper, asking myself when wil I hit bottom? Sigh. Well atleast I saw the sunrise again. It always makes me feel good, and is one of the reasons I continue to live this masquerade of slavery . I jst feel like I need something more than this life has to offer.

If anyone reads this and feels in some way like I do please make a comment, cause I have nothing better to do with my slowly decaying existence ,except hang out with my five awesome cats and my three awesome dogs.