hurting

journal entry.

HI my life is shit, leave a message.

Went to DisneyLand with some friends over the weekend and had a the best time of my life! We ate alot of magical fungus and ran around 4 days straight. Even though I don't celebrate Thanksgiving I hope everyone had a good weekend.

No words can descibe how i feel. I dont think anyone reads this shit anyways.

poop

Fuck! Whats the point? Just kill me now god! Im tired of this life. Tired of its ups and downs its backstabs its pity its imaginary rules and all the fools! I have become what I hate, a fucking heartless inconsiderate miserable animal......................................wasnt always like this

blah blah blah blah blah fuck blah blah whats the point blah blah kill me know god! im tired of life, its ups and downs its backstabs its pity its imaginary rules and the fools i have become what i hate a heartless inconsiderate miserable animal........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................never used to be this way

Once again I cant sleep. There is so much to think about. My mind is going a thousand miles an hour. It's like I'm falling down a dark black hole sinking deeper and deeper, asking myself when wil I hit bottom? Sigh. Well atleast I saw the sunrise again. It always makes me feel good, and is one of the reasons I continue to live...
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Fuck off!

Staring at the sea
Will she come?
Is there hope for me
After all is said and done
Anything at any price
All of this for you
All the spoils of a wasted life
All of this for you

All the world has closed her eyes
Tired faith all worn and thin
For all we could have done
And all that could have been

Ocean...
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Today I met alot of cool people that I can relate to.It's been hard to find poeple that arent part of this hip hop generation.I havent been this happy for a long time.

If you are reading this you can go fuck yourself.