hrlyqunn

so yesterday was going okay until i got the worst possible phone call ever, on my way into work last night.

a friend of mine, who has been using heroin for longer than ive known him, died Monday afternoon, apparently of an overdose. no one is really sure if it was an accidental overdose, or it was suicide, because last week he had been tlking...
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my throat hurts from laughing so hard...

i knew moving in with my best friend and her sister would be awesome, but honestly this is the moswt fun ive ever had...yea theres some ups and downs but its really cool to be around girls, and girls who care about me, rather than all the other guys i usually hang around with who only wanna get...
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ugh mother fucking mondays

well hey no i really cant complain. work was a breeze, i just woke up and i feel prety damn well rested, i acomplished 2 things i wanted to today and im comptemplating doing something nice for tasha-butt.

so why do i feel so damn lousy???

oh i know...cuz im not getting laid, im stressed out the wazoo, i dont know...
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im feeling artsy.
hmmmm what hasnt been done to death??

disembowelment hasnt really been done before.
that sounds interesting huh? rip out my uterus with a garden hoe and slap it on a poster. all that extra blood would be rather colorful. a tad messy but hey, whats a little mess in the name of art?

or take out my broken heart, smash it into...
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up at the crack of dawn

no thats not true

i dont know anyone named dawn and therefore cannot wake up to her crack

hahahahahaha

oh im so tired

but im the kinda tired that you know you wanna sleep but you also know you have a bahzillion things to do so you shouldnt go back to sleep

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

i need a maid
and a...
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my tits hurt
like really bad

im sitting in the apartment,
quietly, as tasha is sleeping,
drinking my beer (the foster's i made jack get for me),
listening to (because i cant see hte tv) "Enough" with J-Lo
contemplating going to bed
or taking new pictures

hmmmmm

i do have to go get nona from work in 6 hours

bed is the more logical choice...
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urg shark week..

i wish i was a boy so i could play with my wee all day instead of bleeding from my vaj..

shark week by the way is the same thing as having hte painters in, getting a visit from Aunt Flo, my time of the month...

stupid painful bleeding uterus...

i have come up with an explaination for how my cramps feel......
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: (

i am like soooo bad about keeping up with news and shit but i try considering the weird ass hours i keep.

but i just signed on to check my mail and i saw the worst possible news considering its shark week and im dealing with a lot of stress.

David carradine died. Well okay they think he commited suicide but thats not...
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I miss her so much.

i know everyone is waiting for me to lose it. to go completley over the edge, into the abyss, to the point of no return.

which makes me wonder: does everyone just want to see me locked away again, and is using her as an excuse to put me there? or do they really expect me to grieve so hard...
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blah blah blah...moving in is such a bloody pain. mostly because im lazy...but im working on it, albeit slowly.

this week, well truth be told, the last 2 weeks or so has been horrid. i broke up with my boyfriend, my familys oldest dog (our very first pet) died (my and my bro got memorial tattoos for him) and im now working for a new...
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