howdidigethere

the holiday is over and we still have turkey flaoting around. it was soup. alas not bad. its been fridged cold here it was 52.1 degrees in my room this morning and below freezing out side.made for a cold day at work. today was one of those days you were extremely lucky to get through without anything going bad. nothing went bad for me. so is that good or what?i shouldnt talk cuz that could mean tomorrows a disaster. ive joined a group at someones urging. nothing new is happening and i dont know if this is good or bad. but im feeling bad i want some new friends and it turns out im not a people person. so ive basically no one to do stuff with. my friend hes had his leg amputated more shoulder surgery and his face is still caved in.my latest kick is modest mouse again. i finally got my grubby lil hands on the moon and antartica after looking around off and on for a few years for it. its been that hard to find. since they got major label backing its been reissued and then theyve got popular and its easily availiable to everyone but me. but ive ordered it online so its gonna be hand delivered. well thanks giving as ive told some of you happened with lack of extended family. they seemed to have forgotten our esistance and i guess we are the people who will forget yours if you dont call. haha. so i think its half and half outr fault. my mom talked to a cousin and she had no idea im a mechanic and ive been doing it for almost 4 years. counting college and working experience. all though i dont know exactly what shes doing i know it has to do with a camp for displaced youth and or foster kids. am i doing something wrong that people have no interest in me or is that just me?