ughh i had a bad dream
im not ok
this is not a good day at all. with the holiday crap going on, my sister and kid moving in, the loss of my lover, the constant reminder that shes using the time off from school to disconnect from me, work and trying to be good at it, the whole ipod excitment/drama; im falling apart. the dream went like this as best as i remember.... me and epm were together here in ca. and we are playfull and talking getting along and i make mention of me wanting her and she kindly slips in; her hands on my arms, but im married and i look at her left hand big fat ring on her finger and i proceed to lose it laying at my work crying in the door way. work is going bad. door lock motor doesnt work now, an alternator bolt broken, a hesitation problem that wont go away and now i think a nut has ended up in the engine again. the bad word there is again it happened once in 2004. its rather depressing of course cuz they all lead back to me.
im not ok
this is not a good day at all. with the holiday crap going on, my sister and kid moving in, the loss of my lover, the constant reminder that shes using the time off from school to disconnect from me, work and trying to be good at it, the whole ipod excitment/drama; im falling apart. the dream went like this as best as i remember.... me and epm were together here in ca. and we are playfull and talking getting along and i make mention of me wanting her and she kindly slips in; her hands on my arms, but im married and i look at her left hand big fat ring on her finger and i proceed to lose it laying at my work crying in the door way. work is going bad. door lock motor doesnt work now, an alternator bolt broken, a hesitation problem that wont go away and now i think a nut has ended up in the engine again. the bad word there is again it happened once in 2004. its rather depressing of course cuz they all lead back to me.
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Yes french onion dip is the shizat! lol I used to be a bean dip fan, but now it's either french onion dip or queso...mmmmmm quesoooooo! LOL 
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Yeah, we were actually eating the already made kind...but I have decided I prefer the kind you mix together...a good ol bag of Lipton's onion soup mix and a thing of sour cream...mmmmmm...also, it is not good at room temperature i ahve discoverd! LOL