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Friday Nov 04, 2005

Nov 4, 2005
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no matter how much you want your life to change... it wont change unless you change it. no matter how much you want someones life to change...it wont change unless they change it.

i want to go off on my own. im scared. my career is stupid. it relies on tests speed accuracy and meeting a canidate in person.

how do i find a job before i even get there or soon after?
why is EPM so not into making decisions?
what happened to caution to the wind?
where has 'thinking out of the box' gone?
when will modest mouse put out another album like the lonesome crowded west?
how is it i can waste so much time in 3 years with one damn person to all the sudden be alienated from her?
did i do something wrong?
NO?
then why are you doing this?
what do you mean you dont know?
do i ask too many questions?
why arent people attracted to me at all socially?
will all my questions be answered?
what will a vw act like in Virginia in the dead of winter?
are you sure this isnt too many questions?
why is the stupid speaker company being a bitch about new tweeters?
what is the meaning of life?

i wish i had a partner for life
i wish i was more independant
i wish i could switch jobs at will
i wish i could be less anti social
i wish i had answers to alot more things than i do
i wish this president wasnt such a douche bag
i wish gas was cheaper
i wish wholesale changes will just happen to my life
i wish i was a better person

i hope everything turns out ok
i hope everything turns ok for you
i hope the world wont come to an end
i hope tool puts out another record
i hope my dreams come true
i hope republicans and democrats remember what politics should be
i hope to see you soon
i hope i havent done damage
i hope my car lasts another year or so

what if i lived in virginia?
what if i lined up a job?
what if she doesnt want to be with me when i get there?
what if i dont leave california?
what if the sky falls down?
what if jesus came back?
what if i decleared war on terroism?
what if i died a hero?
what if this is all i'll get from people?
what if this IS too many questions?

As we grow up, we learn that the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.
You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
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You know....you have got to stop changing your name without warning..it's amazing I even figured out who you were! lol Sounds like you're having some difficulties huh? Vanny's brother is having a hard time right now too...his mom died last weekend and his wife just informed him she wants a divorce...and all right before the holidays...sometimes I wonder if life isn't just one big joke we're all supposed to just sit back and laugh at...but anywho...

I usually carve a pumpkin myself, but I didn't this year. My stem broke off so I decided to not even bother...you see...last year my stem broke off and I was drunk and apparently made a big deal over it...so this year Vanny picked out a beautifully round pumpkin with a nice long curvy stem for me...so I could pull the top off with ease this year....I went to a great deal of trouble to keep the kids from breaking the lovely stem off while in the grocery store....well...needless to say, my pumpkin got left in the truck...you know...four pumpkins and a bunch of groceries...one of them was bound to be forgotten...and we drove around with it back there and it rolled around and the stem broke off...SO...I decided I just didn't need to carve one myself this year...just the kidos...I don't even know where the hell my pumpkin went...I guess Vanny threw it away...hmmm...
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