howdidigethere

no matter how much you want your life to change... it wont change unless you change it. no matter how much you want someones life to change...it wont change unless they change it.

i want to go off on my own. im scared. my career is stupid. it relies on tests speed accuracy and meeting a canidate in person.

how do i find a job before i even get there or soon after?
why is EPM so not into making decisions?
what happened to caution to the wind?
where has 'thinking out of the box' gone?
when will modest mouse put out another album like the lonesome crowded west?
how is it i can waste so much time in 3 years with one damn person to all the sudden be alienated from her?
did i do something wrong?
NO?
then why are you doing this?
what do you mean you dont know?
do i ask too many questions?
why arent people attracted to me at all socially?
will all my questions be answered?
what will a vw act like in Virginia in the dead of winter?
are you sure this isnt too many questions?
why is the stupid speaker company being a bitch about new tweeters?
what is the meaning of life?

i wish i had a partner for life
i wish i was more independant
i wish i could switch jobs at will
i wish i could be less anti social
i wish i had answers to alot more things than i do
i wish this president wasnt such a douche bag
i wish gas was cheaper
i wish wholesale changes will just happen to my life
i wish i was a better person

i hope everything turns out ok
i hope everything turns ok for you
i hope the world wont come to an end
i hope tool puts out another record
i hope my dreams come true
i hope republicans and democrats remember what politics should be
i hope to see you soon
i hope i havent done damage
i hope my car lasts another year or so

what if i lived in virginia?
what if i lined up a job?
what if she doesnt want to be with me when i get there?
what if i dont leave california?
what if the sky falls down?
what if jesus came back?
what if i decleared war on terroism?
what if i died a hero?
what if this is all i'll get from people?
what if this IS too many questions?

As we grow up, we learn that the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.
You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.