howdidigethere

so work has really slowed down and as EPM can atest to ive been privatly critical of my bosses handling of this and he finally heard about it. hes puting out return for service cards in the mail but he gives them no incentives to come in. people love discounts. today i decided to go shooting. my gun is posessed. if not the gun but the scope. i hit the "10" (one inch bullseye) only like 30% of the time. it started out high i cranked it low into the bulls eye and then it went unbelievably low so i went back up with it. it was fun none the less. ive run most of the days this week so my plan is back the way i like it to be. now to convince myself to run longer ha. im stalling on my vw. i shouldnt but i am.i looked on monster.com for jobs i found an awsome one in VA. ha. nothing in nor cal. to add insult to injury i was flipping through the channels this afternoon between napping and cleaning my gun i seen an informercial on the jc i went to talking about the program i graduated from. they were talking to former grads about how much stability their jobs gave them and all this shit and look at me 230 thursday afternoon sitting home because a lack of work. i wanted a dealer job, i still do. i dont know im such a mess really.

am i the man that you want me to be?
will i be the one that sets you free or did i bring you that trouble you probably dont need?
am i the man you want and need?
im just lost here
lost at the sea
trying to be the man i can be
woman wont you please rescue me?
from those waves and the bottom of the sea?
fore i am a man lost at the sea