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Sunday Jan 15, 2006

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I really didn't know what to expect last night, but I was pretty much prepared for anything. Apparently I over-engineered the supply of alcohol by an order of magnitude. Oh well, more for the next party.

It turned out to be just what I needed. It was small enough to where I could interact with everyone and not feel overwhelmed, but large enough to be entertaining and fun. It was great.

Sen is a totally cool guy, even if he doesn't realize it yet. And I'm totally impressed that he made it down to my house from Seattle!

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So on other news. I felt very anxious for the whole day today. I felt like I was under so much pressure. The morning (or what one would consider morning after waking up at 11:30) was okay: I cleaned up from the party, took a shower and putzed around on the internet, but after that, it was kind of really weird. I went to a munch, and things were all askew. I felt like I was caught in this enormous compromise. The service was completely unacceptable; between that and the time it took for the food to actually arrive, I was pretty cheesed (I thought about what adjective I ought to use there, but nothing better came up). I did get the meal comped, but it still wasn't right. The group dynamic was also really strange. I didn't feel comfortable being there, but I didn't want to just leave. Three of the guys there were just very very loud (and also smoked at the table, without asking beforehand).

I left there and saw that I had a voicemail from a friend telling me that I needed to hurry up and decide on order quanitites and how it had to be done today. It was not the sort of obligation that I really wanted today. I went over to his house to figure out stuff (I was right there anyway from the lunch) and also kill time. I ended up finding things to order, but it was just really pressuring. It's just that right now, I don't want to do this. It's too much responsibility. I want to wait until next month, when I know what's happening with work, my money, this house, everything. I don't want to start anything else.

Three are other things from today--but that's something eles I don't want to start tonight.
trilobyte:
Look at it this way, you're stocking up for the eventual housewarming. And you know city miles and highway miles are different, you'll burn through the inventory in no time I'm thinking...

Glad to hear that asidce from today's (view) askewness, the weekend went pretty well.

~Trilo~
Jan 15, 2006
hypnogogic:
Glad it turned out good. We were on a solo (sorta) mission that night, sorry we missed it.
Jan 16, 2006

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