Well.
So, a friend recruited me for help on his house remodel. That'll give me something to do for a while. It was an interesting way to get woken up at 8:30.
I've also sort of settled my internal shit going on inside, too. So all in all, things are getting better.
I put on a smile for the crowd tonight, and whaddya know, it makes a difference not only to those people, but myself as well. I get into it, and I end up actually feeling happy. I felt like I could almost conquer the world tonight because of it. I could at least handle seeing certain people without my heart instantly sinking.
So, in conclusion: fake happiness leads to real happiness. Just believe.
So, a friend recruited me for help on his house remodel. That'll give me something to do for a while. It was an interesting way to get woken up at 8:30.
I've also sort of settled my internal shit going on inside, too. So all in all, things are getting better.
I put on a smile for the crowd tonight, and whaddya know, it makes a difference not only to those people, but myself as well. I get into it, and I end up actually feeling happy. I felt like I could almost conquer the world tonight because of it. I could at least handle seeing certain people without my heart instantly sinking.
So, in conclusion: fake happiness leads to real happiness. Just believe.
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missmyla:
Miss Myla's Bachelorette Pad is open for business! 
missmyla:
Thanks, I was totally freaking out and the guy didn't even call me when he said he was going to. I had to track the guy down and see what was up with my application. Anyway, I'm glad it all worked out