hotpinkauras

Well lets see whats shitty whats not

Well tomoroww is my birthday. Yep, the big 35 So what could go good and what could go bad.

My child support came in for 200$ but I dont get to see any of it, the bank is taking it all. They wont admit that they are holding my checks. But they are. They know when my money comes in and they have held 2 checks .
One was written on June 1, the other one June, 6, now if they clear before friday those 2 bounce, Gawd, this sux.

So a plus I get to use my brothers car a day earlier than anticipated, my birthday, nice gift, sure, cept hes like I cant put gas in it. He just got 6,000, out of that he was supposed to give me a 1000, to help with moving and other expenses. Well he brought that down to 300, which now that check he wrote to my new apartment for the security deposit might bounce. He couldnt even borrow me 20$, on my birthday hes going to Baltimore, and even after spending all his money he had the nerve to ask me to deposit money into his account on friday bc he might be short......

just shoot me while im down

I dont know what to do, and I thjink since my kids will be gone Ill just sleep, and forget the day ever happened