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bored for the weekend. need something to do, i think i'm going to buy a book

9.50pm

i miss my baby bad, she is in europe having the time of her life, and i don't even have a chair for my apartment. this ssucks, staying home on a sat. blows. i miss my girl i want her here with me so bad. damn it.

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so damn tired, have to work out still, want to look better. have a meeting tomorrow morniong, ugh. have a lot to do. grade more work. kids getting on my nerves. touching shit that they shouldn't.

think that i'm their mom,l not cleaning up their shit. they should clean up themselves.

suck ass meeting this morning, stupid kid that didn't show up for detention until late, should have written them up for an in-school suspension, ugh, more homework to grade. the kids freaked out when i said, "goddamn it!"

i forgot that i was in the south.

yeah, i take pot shot south jokes on my kids.

i got a package today from my friends, i was so happy. yay! i called to thank them, but the answering serivce kicked in.

oh well.

school is bearable, but some of the kids suck. fucking cutesy shitty crap. wanting to be babied. fuck that, i thought they wanted to be treated like adults?

fuck 'em

bored out of my head, have nothing to do besides grading papers, want to go out, but my car is fucked up, don't know when it's going to conk out.

it's killing me that my baby's out of the country and so far away. even if she was here she'd be in the midwest and not with me. i tried calling here, but the person...
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so, i'm hoping to be in atlanta tomorrow night. going to ray's and hopefully hit little 5 points.

hopefully my buddy will feel go for going out, she had a scratchy throat tonight, so she's hoping she does'nt get a sore throat.

i wanna go out.

tomorrow another day.

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sorry for lack of updates, between my computer sucking and my internet access being crap, i've haven't been able to update. the first week of school was fine, i balled out a few of my classes and some of my kids. i made them understand that i take no shit.

i made a new friend, so i'm not lonely out here, we went exploring.

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i'm back bitch! georgia, is gonna get a kick in the ass, unless i get lynched. i found some fucked up shit in my desk that was left over from the last teacher. It was a handbook to spot gang members. in the book, was stuff on the ku klux klan, then on stuff about satanists. it was the stupidest shit.

i'll write more later

This is my last journal entry here in Chicago. I leave in the morning for Atlanta to start my new life. I'm really excited. Everything important is packed. books, clothes and art supplies. The computer will be packed up soon too.

I'm not going at it alone, my girl is back, and is coming with me after she gets back from Poland. I'm psyched, we...
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i leave sat. morning. guh. no place to live still

great news everyone. i'm back together with my girl, and she's going to georgia with me. she won't be coming until sept. i don't care. she's with me and loves me. that's all that matters now.