i finally got my shit out of my car yesterday. it felt good. so i finally got my book case and cds and i took out my 6 disk changer. i have a car lined up back in chicago. i have to go up and get it. i'll fly up one way and drive it back down. it's a 1973 super beetle. the engine and...
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i have no car. i talked ot my ex last night. it was mixed. i understand the fact she doesn't want to be wtih me anymore. the way she went about it was shitty. i told her that. i'm so down right now. i'm angry and burnt out. i need to cope and cool out.
zenobia:
good guess 
so i found where my car is, i tried to get at it after school today. i couldn't. the meeting i had ran over. it's pretty far away. i get out of work about 4 and the close at 5. it's a 45 min. drive. do the math. asstastic.
redheaddevil:
Ha ha ha! Yeah, although there are probably lotsa guys that would sleep with me, I am looking for one that will marry me!
Hey, what happened to your car???
Hey, what happened to your car???
they junked my car. they are buying me out. i have to get all my shit out of it. i'm going there after work and get as much crap as possible out of it. some of my kids were shitty as fuck today. little assholes. fuckin' just wanted to punch every single one of them.
my personal life is shit.
i got screwed with my...
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i got screwed with my...
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had an okay day at work today. it could have been better. the kids were kinda shitty. i was offered a couch and chairs today. that was good, because i need them. i got my car tags today. it was cheaper than i expected. so that was pretty good. i feel a little better than i have in the past few weeks. just have to...
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kara:
Thank you, I am glad to be back. I missed everyone. It sounds like you have been go through some crap. I hope everything keeps getting better for you.
Xx
Xx
zenobia:
it's good see a little bit of sunshine breaking through for you. Just to see you say that you are feeling a little better is awesome. Randy offically leaves wed. but suprisingly i'm okay with it. not taking it as hard as i was a couple of weeks ago. keep working your way back to the top you've made it this far the climb gets a little bit easier everyday. it sucks i'll only be in atlanta long enough to drop randy off at the airport and then turn around and come straight back home. 
yeah, i was suppose to go out. my buddy bailed on me. he didn't even call. so i'm pissed. i just want to go out. i'm so damn bored. i hate staying at home once in a while. i just need to fill this void. no girl, no friends. just me. i know me, i have defined me. now i need to define me in...
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zenobia:
sorry he stood u up that sucks. has happened with my friends before and it always pisses me off. maybe next time he'll be more considerate. to bad u don't live in nc because some of us sg members get together every thursday and it's usually a good time.
sorry he stood u up that sucks. has happened with my friends before and it always pisses me off. maybe next time he'll be more considerate. to bad u don't live in nc because some of us sg members get together every thursday and it's usually a good time.life is giving me some hard knocks. i got into an accedent last night, my car is fucked i'm getting a rental tomorrow. i'm lucky enough that insurance is covering it. now to have my car fixed....that is another story. we'll see what happens.
i'm fuckin' emotionally drained. i want a vacation, i want to get laid, and i know either of those won't happen.
i'm fuckin' emotionally drained. i want a vacation, i want to get laid, and i know either of those won't happen.
prttybyrd:
oh no did you get hurt in the accident?
zenobia:
what type of car did the rental place give u? have u found out the estimate for repairs on your car yet? Maybe u can take a small two day vacation even if it is just 30-60 miles outside of where u live. It may help a little just to get out of town for a bit.
i feel that the system failed me.
zenobia:
If you are refering to the election then I feel the same way. Hope you have a wonderful day
llona:
hang in there, don't give up yet.
on yourself or your country.
xo
on yourself or your country.
xo
i'm a loser simple as that. i have no clue how i've made it through life. if anything, it's because i'm a jackass and have gotten through it with dumb luck. i have no clue what she is up to. is she lonely, sad, angery, relived, sorry, happy? i'm frustrated, she's gone, doesn't love me. doesn't want to be with me. I'm trying to get...
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laputa64:
and i signed my drunk post molky!!!
i just got paid, after paying all my bills, i'm down to $410 to get me through the month. now remember, i still haven't bought groceries gotten gas for my car or repairs for my car, i'm also planning to drive back home for thanksgiving, i have to pay for gas for that and any hanging out up there. craptastic. the good thing is, that...
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do11face:
oh meecrawb that sucks!
I here ya I'm supa broke and I have a ticket to pay!!!
I here ya I'm supa broke and I have a ticket to pay!!!
do11face:
aww thanks!! 
I way like it!
I way like it!
i'm listening to the latest matthew sweet, man i fuckin' depressed. i don't know. shit, she's gone, it's bothering me. i'm trying to get on with my life and not think about it, but when i'm not in school, i'm alone. my hottie friend hasn't called. i'm paranoid that she is avoiding me. it's probably not the case. but it's fuckin' lonely. i need to...
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redheaddevil:
Ha! You said "dick"! Hahaha!
I know exactly where you are. I'm sorry that you feel so down, that sucks. Yeah, getting out is a great distraction, especially where there are other people. Is there an art gallery that has opening receptions free to the public? Those are always fun because there's free food!
You are only isolated in that you are sitting alone. There are people, like myself, who have (and probably will again) feel the same way you do at this very moment. You are not ugly, creepy, or a personality leper. You have great taste in music, you're YOUNG, and you're a good online friend. So there !
I know exactly where you are. I'm sorry that you feel so down, that sucks. Yeah, getting out is a great distraction, especially where there are other people. Is there an art gallery that has opening receptions free to the public? Those are always fun because there's free food!
You are only isolated in that you are sitting alone. There are people, like myself, who have (and probably will again) feel the same way you do at this very moment. You are not ugly, creepy, or a personality leper. You have great taste in music, you're YOUNG, and you're a good online friend. So there
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zenobia:
doing pretty good. finally went out with my friends. it's been awhile and we actually ended up having a good time. any plans for halloween?
yay! finally got off my ass and added my wishlist. browse and see my fetishes, and buy me a copy of star wars widescreen on dvd
zenobia:
i'll still miss him bunches. The closer the time comes for him the leave(nov 10,04) the more cocky and detached he becomes. It's hard to explain. Oh well. lots of good choices on the wishlist.
food is so great. such an incredible vice.