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So watched the movie sucker punsh today. Describes my dreams a lot. My life. Not sure which character I'd be, the one who stayed or the one who got away. But it's so familiar. Hard to describe what goes on in my head but that shows what happens in my head from time to time.

So gotta go in for blood test tomorrow. stupid health. It should take care of itself without me doing anything, right? Oh well. I'd rather change my life than end up dead or something.

Was supposed to go to Captive Elements for Jessie to touch up my tattoo, forgot about it completely. Maybe when I figure out what to get for the next one I'll get it touched up then.

So got 2 new tattoos today. Will have to see if I can resize photos to post them.

I so need this new tattoo. It will remind me to dig in my heels and fight to be who I need to be in spite of life.

So last weekend was good. Had a reason to wake up early. Maybe can focus enough to wake up early enough to do that job thing (again) finally.

So the fuzzy butt (cat) is cranky. He doesn't like being alone at night. Came in 6th of 19 on thw Warlord tournament today. Was fun. I remember dreaming about it though. Like way before now dreaming about it. But if I write these things down I forget them. I dunno. I just hope that the other dreams are right and that I find her....
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I dunno,
Pain drawn to pain cancels out and allows for happy, right?
I remember things, hope they are real,
hope they are dreams then hope they aren't
No way of figuring out which is real and which isn't
would be nice to be happy
would be nice if the she I remember from my dreams were real
would be nice to be happy
First...
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Kinda silly to say, but I guess the first step into getting what/where you want (to be) is to first figure out what the goal is.

I guess one of the most common things someone says when they go into a tattoo place is that they want something like this but a little different.

Blah. Dunno. Having one of those feelings that I'm at a turning point in my life. I need to get that badger tattoo. Both of the tattoos I currently have are ones I like and have a meaning beyond the art. Been planning the next one for a while, just had to be sure. Now I'm sure.