hopesfall

So today i am getting my new drum set, I brought all my cymblas and stands home and realized i have no room for my drum set in my room, so yeah, untill i get my couch out of here i am going to have to set up my drum set every time i want to play it and take it down when ever i am done, that is gonna suck but hopefully in a few dyas i will get my couch out of here so i can leave it set up all the time and look at how pretty it is, and yeah I talked to Emily the other day and comfronted her about some shit, because i had been givin a reason to think that she was fucking with me, but in the end i realized i have nothing to worry about because i know she is not lying, there is alot of shit that she could be faking but there is one thing that she can not, it is her jelousy for my ex Jessica, because of how she acts and what she says whenever i mention something about jessica she gets really protective, so i finally realized she is not lying, and i am not going to beat myself up over this shit for the next 18 months, i am only going to worry about her safety instead of wondering if she is going to change her mind when she comes back so yeah, and that is about it