Right now I'm just attempting to study for my intelligence and personality testing class but it's not going so well. I'm getting increasingly tired of looking over reliablity, validity, and all the other stuff that goes along with it. I don't think even my statistics class was this boring but then again I have become a real slacker as of late.
I've been up and down so much lately I don't know how I feel about anything. I'm attempting to keep a positive frame of mind and I have to say that is pretty hard at times. Somedays everything just seems so fucked up that there is nothing you can do to make anything better. Other times I think everything is alright with the world and life will be cool but who knows. I suppose my main problem at the moment is dealing with the consequences of my accident which seem never ending at the moment. Perhaps things wouldn't be nearly as bad if I knew how to deal wih things instead of going overboard in dwelling and thinking the most negative thoughts. I know I have social anxiety I want to start trying to fix that problem I know it would make dealing with life a lot easier. Perhaps then I wouldn't feel this need to destroy myself. I miss smoking that was my most perfect way of doing something fucked up to my body and it would have somewhat of a soothing effect ugh what do they have to cost so much and be so crappy for your health.
I have another test friday as well as a outline due. School isn't very much fun this semester I can't wait for grad school?
I've been up and down so much lately I don't know how I feel about anything. I'm attempting to keep a positive frame of mind and I have to say that is pretty hard at times. Somedays everything just seems so fucked up that there is nothing you can do to make anything better. Other times I think everything is alright with the world and life will be cool but who knows. I suppose my main problem at the moment is dealing with the consequences of my accident which seem never ending at the moment. Perhaps things wouldn't be nearly as bad if I knew how to deal wih things instead of going overboard in dwelling and thinking the most negative thoughts. I know I have social anxiety I want to start trying to fix that problem I know it would make dealing with life a lot easier. Perhaps then I wouldn't feel this need to destroy myself. I miss smoking that was my most perfect way of doing something fucked up to my body and it would have somewhat of a soothing effect ugh what do they have to cost so much and be so crappy for your health.
I have another test friday as well as a outline due. School isn't very much fun this semester I can't wait for grad school?
I think you've a good idea about how to begin to control things deciding to start with the social anxiety. Working on that and learning to deal with/work through problems effectively can't be a bad thing. Seems to me you're already working on things by realizing what the problems are and making a decision to fix 'em. Kudos.