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Update.

today i picked up the guitar... the one that im probably going to have to sell so i can have some extra money.

i really attempted cleaning today, but i always get so distracted.. with guitars and singing and all that shit.

i was pre looking at my taxes, and so far it looks like im getting a pretty decent amount back... but im...
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mia:
...just can't get it...
why?
mia:
I was just trying to say that I'm not sad.
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today i woke up way too early... multiple times due to many diff. factors which i will now detail in this small outline:

1. the damn alarm clock that for some reason has some annoying "jazz" station tuned on it

2. the dog who insists on coming to my room and eating my shoes (fucking bastard)

3. being a taxi.
a. people that cant drive,...
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pulloffmywings:
thanks for the nice comment, i love feelin loved hehe.

i was also woke up multiple times:
1. at 7:30 am (right after i go to bed) by my workin roomate
2. at 11 am when my mother called about my car
3. at noon when she called about my car again
4. at 1 by my asshole rude roomates
5. at 2 by my asshole rude roomates
6. and finally at 3:30 by my mother calling about my car

so now it's 4:30, and i'm glad i'm up, cuz i get to go get my car. but yeah, doesn't bein work up by a bunch of morons suck?!

happy early birthday! don't get TOO wasted..... wait, yeah, get TOO wasted!
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well its late. and of course im up still. i actually just got home. i worked all day.. then went out to a couple bars for some drinks with a friend. it was cool i guess.

i think being around people that are either together or hooking up just gets me depressed... it makes me feel so lonely.

im not sure if i dont want...
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pulloffmywings:
hey thanks *blushes* hehe marshall.... i think i'm gonna give up on that one. wow, it's late here too..... 4:15.... i suppose i'll be up for another 2 hours again at least. damned insomnia. RAWR
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new day. same shit. i have to work soon... cant say that im a big fan of the job but i guess i need to make some money. i just dont think im too good at a job that involves customer relations at all... i just cant stand how idiotic, ignorant, and absolutely "asshole-ish" people can be... but then again, there are the few bright...
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pulloffmywings:
yes the snow goes away, silly. our winter is from about september/october to march or so. seriously, though, we get over 100 degree weather in the summer. it's CRAZY
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my beautiful arsonist

words that once filled the void,
now leave me empty and yearning...
for more... perhaps,
something that i think we lost long ago.

memories i have of you and i,
seem so distant now, that you've...
burned,
every last bit of me away.

i have 4 letters, and i can think of
only two words.
i cant decide if i love or...
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pulloffmywings:
all of this sounds so familiar... not only does it remind me of my favorite song, but it reminds me of the things i've written over my ex. *sigh* damned relationships. grand forks, huh. i've danced at a couple bachelor parties there, and i have people goin to college there. i didn't like it.... at all, really. now fargo... so much better.
pulloffmywings:
yeah.... exes DO suck more when u still talk to them.... but mine, who i was sadly in love with, couldn't make up his mind. he'd go out with some young girl, then come back to me, then go back out with someone else.... argh. and yeah, he still says he wants to be with me, and deep down i miss him a tinch too.so i know how the boat rocks, i sure do.....
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today i did absolutely nothing. i had a jam session on the acoustic. drove around aimlessly for a while, rented some movies. and now im back home, lonely and bored. im sure i could have went out, but not with anyone i really wanted to be with. now, i know 2 people that reside in north dakota... thats pretty exciting. i need to get some...
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susannahjoy:
you need to come out to cali! then we can have some fun.
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ok, so today i was supposed to go to a show in pa with the number 12 and from a second story window and bunch of good bands.. but i got way too intoxicated last night and didnt wake up till about 4 in the afternoon.

i did manage to see evergreen terrace this week which was awesome as usual. those guys totally bring the...
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pulloffmywings:
yeah, north dakota DOES fuck us up. but don't worry. very rarely do we got hot men here. so don't worry TOO much, she's probably with an ugly guy. where in north dakota is she? cuz i'm in fargo, and yeah.... the high today was zero, it's been about 30 below for a week.... UGH
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snow snow snow... its cold..
so shes in north dakota now.. i barely talk to her. she hangs out with jason a lot.. but they are just friends.. but shes too tired to talk to me.

but she says she loves me. and i told her i just want her happy.

and kill bill rocks.. and yes ill watch it for the 1 millionth time.....
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hopeandtragedy:
so. its still snowing. its all good... im gonna give up on my vehicle and just call out the sled dogs.

so remembering never needs a bass player... i would so do that... but the timing is just oh so wrong.

talked to her today. it was one of our longer convos in a while. brilliantly bizarre as usual.

distance makes me wanna throw a rock at someones head.

gotta work later... and alli know is i better make some money. im out.
pulloffmywings:
damned north dakota girls.... wait a second *scratches her head*......
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snow snow snow... its cold..
so shes in north dakota now.. i barely talk to her. she hangs out with jason a lot.. but they are just friends.. but shes too tired to talk to me.

but she says she loves me. and i told her i just want her happy.

and kill bill rocks.. and yes ill watch it for the 1 millionth time.....
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