well its late. and of course im up still. i actually just got home. i worked all day.. then went out to a couple bars for some drinks with a friend. it was cool i guess.
i think being around people that are either together or hooking up just gets me depressed... it makes me feel so lonely.
im not sure if i dont want to be with anyone or i just wont let myself because i dont think im good enough...i dont know.
but tomorrow is an off day... so right now im thinking about sleeping.. with pillows and blankets and warmth.. it sucks that its alone.. i miss rolling over and reaching out and feeling her next to me... i hate sleeping alone.. but iguess thats the tragedy of life.
oh and pullofmywings.. whoever she may be, and whatever her name is... shes cool... hopefully that marshall dude talks to her... anyways.. im tired.. peace.
captain.
i think being around people that are either together or hooking up just gets me depressed... it makes me feel so lonely.
im not sure if i dont want to be with anyone or i just wont let myself because i dont think im good enough...i dont know.
but tomorrow is an off day... so right now im thinking about sleeping.. with pillows and blankets and warmth.. it sucks that its alone.. i miss rolling over and reaching out and feeling her next to me... i hate sleeping alone.. but iguess thats the tragedy of life.
oh and pullofmywings.. whoever she may be, and whatever her name is... shes cool... hopefully that marshall dude talks to her... anyways.. im tired.. peace.
captain.
pulloffmywings:
hey thanks *blushes* hehe marshall.... i think i'm gonna give up on that one. wow, it's late here too..... 4:15.... i suppose i'll be up for another 2 hours again at least. damned insomnia. RAWR