Friday Feb 06, 2004

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im feeling sooooo goood right now...

yep.. just chilling..

and thanks to all that wished me a happy birthday.. you contritubted to making this day not totally worthless.

you're all sweethearts and deserve a kiss...

so peace for now. im gonna lay down and stare at the ceiling. ARRR!!! im such a pirate.
pulloffmywings:
biggrin

birthday kiss

Wednesday Feb 04, 2004

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i want to be loved again.

i miss that feeling.
i want to fall asleep next to someone.

i dont know.

im 22 tomorrow.. not that it really matters.

call me.


pulloffmywings:
thanks hun

i can tell that YOU deserve better too. hopefully somethin works out for ya

and happy early birthday! don't get TOO wasted *grins* actually, yeah, get real real wasted
jj_r0x0rz:
happy birthday :Kiss:

Wednesday Feb 04, 2004

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so go check out lovelostrecords.com..

amazing bands..


im your worst nightmare. ive decided that.

ill do you no good.

im tired.. just tired..

and i want a sno-cone.

everyone have a lovely day. peace. ARRR!!!
pulloffmywings:
mmmmm sno-cone! biggrin

Tuesday Feb 03, 2004

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im just sitting here, mouth agape, just speechless man...

i know i just had a conversation. with the just recent ex-. i think it was a conversation. i seriously try to talk to her... but she yells a lot. like im pissed cause she says she'll call, so i wait up for her to do it, but it never happens. she says i think shes...
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pulloffmywings:
love IS overrated

aenima! i have the lyrics to that song on my walls, and in place of "LA" i put "ND", and it fits perfectly. but i'd like to see u do karaoke, aha. i used to do karaoke.... fun shit.

Tuesday Feb 03, 2004

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im finally home from work... i only spent
an hour longer driving home then usual.. some gas line ruptured so yeah, all the highways were closed.

ok so why is it... that all the chicks that im not really interested are the ones that want to be with me..

why is it that there cant be a cool chick who i like.. who likes me...
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pulloffmywings:
i know how it goes.. seems like all the guys i don't like fall in love with me, but the ones i like never do....

money! yeah i want new tat's too, i think i'm just gonna have to get a little inexpensive one to tide me over..... i'm going thru withdrawls, hehe.

whoa holy shit i just noticed u like MSI. rock!

Tuesday Feb 03, 2004

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tulips are better: atreyu

crystal clear i see the rose is frail
the thorns hid easily in its beauty
as i go to grasp it in my hand, my heart is torn
beating from my chest
Let Me Be Captivated, By Your Beauty
Then let me fall from your grace
unto my broken knees
close my eyes so tightly, the tears are welling up
you...
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pulloffmywings:
*blushes* hehe

yeah, i hate north dakota. i wish it was never invented.

sounds like ur comin out of it, and feelin a little better! hear hear!

Monday Feb 02, 2004

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im in this mood... i feel so unhappy, lonely, just dark and empty inside... and honestly, i dont know why... well, maybe i know why, but its a lot of things...i guess.

i miss late night conversations... i miss the smell... the feeling... the smile... the warmth...

i talked to her today... she said she hasnt found anyone yet.

i always thought it was destiny...
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electricmainline:
Yeah, I know.
Words are easier than actions.
But sometimes you can surprise yourself.
I think people want to be acknowledged
in any way sometimes. Even if the person
seems unapproachable, inside they want
that smile or hello. And not as an ego thing.
Just contact with another person is so great.
Good luck to you. Good feelings are on their way...

You can always just go to the Great Lakes
Brewing Co. for some great beers if that
doesn't work! wink
pulloffmywings:
*raises hand* hehe, i'm a righteous cute girl *grins* you shouldn't be so sad, women aren't worth ALL that.... i had a guy once who i felt the same about..... all it did was make my heart weaker. not cool!

Monday Feb 02, 2004

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Update.

today i picked up the guitar... the one that im probably going to have to sell so i can have some extra money.

i really attempted cleaning today, but i always get so distracted.. with guitars and singing and all that shit.

i was pre looking at my taxes, and so far it looks like im getting a pretty decent amount back... but im...
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mia:
...just can't get it...
why?
mia:
I was just trying to say that I'm not sad.

Monday Feb 02, 2004

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today i woke up way too early... multiple times due to many diff. factors which i will now detail in this small outline:

1. the damn alarm clock that for some reason has some annoying "jazz" station tuned on it

2. the dog who insists on coming to my room and eating my shoes (fucking bastard)

3. being a taxi.
a. people that cant drive,...
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pulloffmywings:
thanks for the nice comment, i love feelin loved hehe.

i was also woke up multiple times:
1. at 7:30 am (right after i go to bed) by my workin roomate
2. at 11 am when my mother called about my car
3. at noon when she called about my car again
4. at 1 by my asshole rude roomates
5. at 2 by my asshole rude roomates
6. and finally at 3:30 by my mother calling about my car

so now it's 4:30, and i'm glad i'm up, cuz i get to go get my car. but yeah, doesn't bein work up by a bunch of morons suck?!

happy early birthday! don't get TOO wasted..... wait, yeah, get TOO wasted!

Sunday Feb 01, 2004

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well its late. and of course im up still. i actually just got home. i worked all day.. then went out to a couple bars for some drinks with a friend. it was cool i guess.

i think being around people that are either together or hooking up just gets me depressed... it makes me feel so lonely.

im not sure if i dont want...
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pulloffmywings:
hey thanks *blushes* hehe marshall.... i think i'm gonna give up on that one. wow, it's late here too..... 4:15.... i suppose i'll be up for another 2 hours again at least. damned insomnia. RAWR

Sunday Feb 01, 2004

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new day. same shit. i have to work soon... cant say that im a big fan of the job but i guess i need to make some money. i just dont think im too good at a job that involves customer relations at all... i just cant stand how idiotic, ignorant, and absolutely "asshole-ish" people can be... but then again, there are the few bright...
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pulloffmywings:
yes the snow goes away, silly. our winter is from about september/october to march or so. seriously, though, we get over 100 degree weather in the summer. it's CRAZY

Saturday Jan 31, 2004

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my beautiful arsonist

words that once filled the void,
now leave me empty and yearning...
for more... perhaps,
something that i think we lost long ago.

memories i have of you and i,
seem so distant now, that you've...
burned,
every last bit of me away.

i have 4 letters, and i can think of
only two words.
i cant decide if i love or...
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pulloffmywings:
all of this sounds so familiar... not only does it remind me of my favorite song, but it reminds me of the things i've written over my ex. *sigh* damned relationships. grand forks, huh. i've danced at a couple bachelor parties there, and i have people goin to college there. i didn't like it.... at all, really. now fargo... so much better.
pulloffmywings:
yeah.... exes DO suck more when u still talk to them.... but mine, who i was sadly in love with, couldn't make up his mind. he'd go out with some young girl, then come back to me, then go back out with someone else.... argh. and yeah, he still says he wants to be with me, and deep down i miss him a tinch too.so i know how the boat rocks, i sure do.....
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