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Thursday Jul 28, 2005

Jul 28, 2005
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okay.. .. fine.. here we go for everyone whos concerned.. im sorry my feelings were never the same.. he saw love from the start.. i just needed a friend.. we had a good time when we met..... and i got a little caught up in the situation... ive been going through some intense therapy over the last few months and im not scared to say maybe i thought he was my way out.... .. regardless... he read waaaaayyy too much into the situation... and was moving waaaaayyy tooo fast.. you cant meet someone once and tell them "i love you" with out creeping them out a little... and it wasnt just that... .. i guess i personally havent had feelings develop for someone that fast and to me it just isnt fathomable (i think thats a word)... it just doesnt make any sense to me... i know he is a dear friend to alot of you ... and i know you will judge me accordingly... and i accept that... ...
hopefully a few of ya can maybe grasp my side too...

i dont know.. call me an ass call me what you will... but i feel a burden lifted..
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evilwillow:
and I read it again...the update....because I didn't want to make a hasty post...but damn.

he is my BROTHER, for fuck's sakes. he will probably be upset that I am saying anything "not nice" to you...but I don't care at this point.

he is a genuinely caring person and would do *anything* for a friend in need. you didn't seem to think those traits were creepy when you NEEDED someone like that in your life.

UGH.

it was just really, really shitty to post that. bullshit.
Jul 28, 2005
ninadelamorte:
well i hope when you get better you don't feel the need to call him anymore-oh and hopefully you'll have the balls to not lead the next guy on because your too much of a wimp to tell him your not interested.

I know him too well to ever believe he would simply fall for someone that wasn't giving something in return. though it certainly explains alot to me about what the hell he was going through caring about you.
Jul 28, 2005

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