IM GOING TO THE BAHAMAS! And i cant wait!... warm beaches, sun.. god knows my creamy white ass could use a little of that!.. i nnnnneeeeeeeeeeddddddd a vacation sooo bad! great timing 
honeycrack:
Pics from my camera phone!
ooooooookay.. so ive had a very hard time through the holidays... i lost my father this year and everything is a first again... first halloween without him, my first birthday without him, my first baby was born without him, my first christmas without him...
its just an inevitable part of being human.. sometimes the pain of loss can hit you sooo hard its unbearable...
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its just an inevitable part of being human.. sometimes the pain of loss can hit you sooo hard its unbearable...
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scheisskopf:
Sorry for your loss, but he CANNOT see you when you're having sex.
Nor would he want to, would he?
Take care.
Don't be sad.
Nor would he want to, would he?
Take care.
Don't be sad.
Ahhh... the life of a new mother.. i cant tell you how much i love my little girl... she is just such a good baby.. i am truly blessed to have the opportunity to experince this part of being a human.. 
scheisskopf:
Congratulations.
still alive, new baby, no time, no sleep.. love her to death!!
dufsmashxiii:
hi...
and now a monkey
and now a monkey
so, ive decided to come back to the site.... hopefully there wont be any drama or strange things this time... not much is new.... still bartenending... oooo .. got a new tattooo... its a huge stargazer lily on my left rib cage.... still more work to be done..... just have to pick up my guts and get the rest.... that is a painful spot!!!
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thunderbunny:
Welcome back.
I GOT A NEW(ER) CAARRR!!
Ive been driving this hunk of a buick around for 4 years... and as soon as i had it paid off it started falling apart on me... i just couldnt see having to fix something that cost 400 dollars on a car that isnt worth that much... sooo
I GOT A NEW(ER) CAAAARRR!!
Its a 2001 dodge stratus 2 door...
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Ive been driving this hunk of a buick around for 4 years... and as soon as i had it paid off it started falling apart on me... i just couldnt see having to fix something that cost 400 dollars on a car that isnt worth that much... sooo
I GOT A NEW(ER) CAAAARRR!!
Its a 2001 dodge stratus 2 door...
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mr_rick:
<in my best waitstaff singing voice> Happy Happy Birthday, Happy Happy Birthday; It's Your Birthday, Happy Happy Birthday!!! 
rick
AKA the birthday stalker!!
rick
AKA the birthday stalker!!
pandamonium:
happy belated birthday.
since you're sooo much older than me
since you're sooo much older than me
darling stop confusing me
with your wishful thinking
hopeful enbraces
don't you understand?
i have to go through this
i belong to here where
no-one cares and no-one loves
no light no air to live in
a place called hate
the city of fear
i play dead
it stops the hurting
i play dead
and hurting stops
it's sometimes just like sleeping
curling up inside...
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kinjita:
Ahh cool, Thanks for tha info ^ ^
xpain:
cracky how are you? sounds like a desperate song but I dont recall the music... my holidays are ending...oh well, come write me soon!!! your words = my smile 
my holidays are ending...oh well, come write me soon!!! your words = my smile so i was feeling pretty down last night and i wrote this..
sitin here thinking of how pointless it is for me to be here..
what a waste...
what a waste of space
not worth it..
not worth a single thing..
dont deserve it
what made me think i did
just another dying hope
lost with the passing of another year
just wasted space
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sitin here thinking of how pointless it is for me to be here..
what a waste...
what a waste of space
not worth it..
not worth a single thing..
dont deserve it
what made me think i did
just another dying hope
lost with the passing of another year
just wasted space
in...
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well.. its another beautiful day!! .. when the weather is like this, everyone is just soo different.. i know my father is a pretty big guy... and this 80 degree weather is great for him... especially after those hot ass days...
anyway.. i went fishing this morning... didnt catch a fucking thing.. but it was nice and relaxing out on the lake... watching turtles and...
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anyway.. i went fishing this morning... didnt catch a fucking thing.. but it was nice and relaxing out on the lake... watching turtles and...
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gosharkz:
The pics of ur boobs and nipples are grand but picture 4 of "my pics" is wicked cool.
banshee:
I love dragonflies!!! They kinda scare me at the same time, but I love to watch them...hummingbirds too.
If people were giving you a hard time..fuck 'em. I'm glad you're still here
If people were giving you a hard time..fuck 'em. I'm glad you're still here
well.. its a beautiful day here... nice sun.. only about 80 degrees... already went and played a round of frisbee golf... im not good.. but its a blast.. dont know whats up for the rest of the day... prolly bar-b-que later tonight
OH ... and the UFC (ultimate fighting championship) is showing tonight on TV... i love that stuff.. id loooove to see one live.....
OH ... and the UFC (ultimate fighting championship) is showing tonight on TV... i love that stuff.. id loooove to see one live.....
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foozle:
Hey! thanks for getting back to me, we ended up going to a place called Sully's? I was just happy they had Guinness on tap wooo-hoo!! I'm a big fan of small bars where you dont have to shout to have a conversation with someone, and anywhere that has Guinness makes me a happy camper.
anyplace that has character, and cool people to hang with!
anyplace that has character, and cool people to hang with!
oldsarge:
you sound better-things must be working out- 
im seriously over it..
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xpain:
you sound seriously happier!!!
hey since I cant be there with you, I want you to stop reading this and go out, have a fun night out and meet someone at least interesting and see how it all ends up! Is that an order sir? YES. hehhee j/k, I say...carpe diem!...
U also know u have a place here if ya wanna visit someday! Goin to sleep cracky! besos
hey since I cant be there with you, I want you to stop reading this and go out, have a fun night out and meet someone at least interesting and see how it all ends up! Is that an order sir? YES. hehhee j/k, I say...carpe diem!...
U also know u have a place here if ya wanna visit someday! Goin to sleep cracky! besos
foozle:
Hey! wheres a good spot to go in Peoria to get drunk like a sailor? I'm working construction here for the next week and have this weekend off to let loose. Anywhere that has cool peeps and good vibe?
ill be in Florida in 3 weeks!