okay... so this is a sad entry..... i wont have much access to a computer where im going.. which i finlly bit the bullet and im going home.. 
im so embarrassed to even say that.. .. but home is what i need right now.. im going through so much and my stupid brain is having problems comprehending all of it.. .. im not doing very well mentally when im couch surfing.. im tired of it.. i need some form of stability in my life.. and home is where the heart is.. mom didnt even really give me much crap about calling her up and asking.. which is a shock.. but i guess by now she should know when her baby girl isnt feeling right.. and i dont want to go off the deepend again ... that seems to happen to me when i get overwhelmed with things.. soooo...
anyways people.. my folks dont have a computer.. both of my brothers do.. but i dont know how much ill be on...
makes me sad... but i also already feel better about going home and getting my shit together..
im so embarrassed to even say that.. .. but home is what i need right now.. im going through so much and my stupid brain is having problems comprehending all of it.. .. im not doing very well mentally when im couch surfing.. im tired of it.. i need some form of stability in my life.. and home is where the heart is.. mom didnt even really give me much crap about calling her up and asking.. which is a shock.. but i guess by now she should know when her baby girl isnt feeling right.. and i dont want to go off the deepend again ... that seems to happen to me when i get overwhelmed with things.. soooo...
anyways people.. my folks dont have a computer.. both of my brothers do.. but i dont know how much ill be on...
makes me sad... but i also already feel better about going home and getting my shit together..
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