honeycrack

well good morning everyone.... i guess me and the boy finally had it out last night.. he over heard me on a phone call.. a two hour phone call.. .. and i guess he couldnt sleep after what he heard.. well he comes in the room when im off the phone.. and is like .. so whats up.. whats going on.. and i basically told him everything that is upsetting me and freaking me out about our relationship.. i didnt hold back either.. i told him every little friggin thing i could think of.. .. tears and everything.. .. and he was like well.. i guess its up to you... up to me?... no no no.. its been up to him for the last 5 months.. he is the one it was up to.. and he screwed it up.. .. and he could possibly change the whole thing.. but i just dont think he has it in him.. its too much work.. hes tooo lazy to try.. so.. im biding my time.. as soon as i get the last of my car payment made.. im out.....




I don't mind you comin' here
And wastin' all my time
'cause when you're standin' oh so near
I kinda lose my mind
It's not the perfume that you wear
It's not the ribbons in your hair
I don't mind you comin' here
And wastin' all my time