honeycrack

hey cutey. How you doing? Whatsup with the ear?

I was thinking about you after I posted that message. Your boy has got to be an idiot to chose that game over you (if he still is)... I would give an arm to find someone like you around here

You have the best SG name ever - it's funny, cute, sexy, strange, feminine, sly, disturbing, and hot all at once

Well my dear, I had the rare treat of spending 2.5 days at home over the weekend. So yeah... I played a lot. About half the day on Saturday, most of the day on Sunday, and about 3 hours on Monday. I went back to work on Monday afternoon.

But I don't have a girlfriend right now. Blame the job, who would want a guy who was only home 3-4 days a month? I don't think it would be very fair. So I don't piss anyone off if I have an occasional WoW marathon since there isn't a whole lot else to do up in the middle of nowhere, NY. I don't like to take the truck to go do my own personal business anyhow, and I sold my pickup a couple years ago since I never used it. So I deserved it. My playtime out on the road is slim-to-none. Even when I DO have a few hours to spare, I am usually far more interested in taking a nap. I wont jeopardize my safety over a game.

Got snowed on yet again last night here in Massachusetts. Pretty sick of it by now.

Ah, it sucks to have ear problems, but at least you don't have to listen to everyones bullshit, haha Kinda like having a hearing aid, just tune out when you want to!

I wish I lived near you

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!

Ive updated pics hehe Hope u like it...u make me smile in front of the pc and look like an idiot to the people around haha! I love your comments and starting to love you more everyday sweeetie! Arrgh, its freezin here...hope your place is warmer..how are things going for ya? Sorted out something? ok, love your piercings....all of them, I might wanna kiss them all

tell me whatcha think of the pics honeycrackylittlecutie!

damm forgot to tell ya...u got a cuuuuute ass too! I take both stop and pots!!!!

reading your journal lately I think I know what part of your problem may be...

Spell on who?

stupid me responds to you in my own journal (insert shaking head here). Girl you never have to leave me alone. I will always make time for you

Oh and I am a fan of the small breast, but at the end of the day I love them all. Except anything over a C cup. That's just too big for me.

me, me.

Cool. I can't wait

wow, no words..ur new pic is awesome and I love seeing you smile!!! I got some pics done for the set already...soon I promise!!! thanks for the comment on my journal...I will love showing you around and having fun, getting my place ready...think bout it at least for summer vacations....I start saving cracky!! I think your crazy piercings in the neck are wicked!...can I kiss your neck when u come???

I'm gonna be gone 7 days all inclusive (sat to sat). Because we set up so early we are staying in the best hotel down there. Saw pics of it on line and it looks like a palace. Can't wait! I've never done a trip like this. Ususally something on a shoestring budget. It's gonna be sooooo fun.

BTW, love the new pic. Simply beautiful.

Seriously! You have a beautiful smile. Change your picture.

Uhhhh, damn!!!!!!!!!!

DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Whoa baby! Damn!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh yeah, uhm I was going to write something....uh,?

Yeah, I've been to Myrtle Beach alot, just I kinda like the quieter places sometimes, but you can certainly have fun at MB.

I think I have to go back to the bathroom now....wher'd that smile of yours come from?

YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS!!!!!

On a happier note, you need to put up more pictures. How can we all dream of your beauty when you only have a handful of pictures to look at?

You're a sexy girl, show it off

She is a sexy girl. This is true.

Geesh woman... sounds like you wait till the last second on shit! Glad you are getting it taken care of now!

Hey, about your journal entry. I know people are posting that he is a loser and this and that... but the truth is, that game is addictive... well, I haven't played that game actually, but any of those online games are addictive. They change your life. My last relationship fell apart in part because of Everquest. I stopped playing that game, and it is amazing how I now want to do OTHER stuff.

Realizing he is addicted is the first step. You can't make him, he will have to figure it out for himself. I don't exactly know how everything is in your household, but it sounds like you are a GREAT girl... so was my ex. We had other problems though. Anyways, you are right, things aren't really going to change until he admits he is addicted to it.

My ex didn't want to have sex, just wanted to hang on me. Didn't want to have conversation, didn't want to go out with her friends... ever! You, on the other hand, sound like exactly what a guy could want. Just the right balance. It is ashame he can't see through his problem and realize the life that he is destroying.

Anyways, good luck to you. not sure if I helped/hurt/or whatever... but I wish you the best.

The best thing you can do is take care of yourself. This may sound mean, but you can't fix him. You can't control him. You can't make him do what you think is best for him. If we could than millions of teens would not be making the same mistakes as their parents did before them. The best thing you can do for him is calmly explain to him your concerns in a non-accusing, judgemental way and that you care about him. The rest is up to him. You can't help someone that doesn't want help. He just needs to be left to live his own life.

But it's not him I'm concerned about, it's you. You need to start taking care of what you need. Someone above said to follow your heart and I disagree with that slightly because your heart is not reliable. It can be mislead by emotion. Instead follow your gut. You know in your gut what you need to do. You know whether or not you are getting what you need and whether this person is even capable of giving you what you need in the future. Remember, there are 6 billion people in this world. Somewhere out there there exists someone that will give you what you need in a partner. Sure he may be a good friend, but a lover needs to be so much more. Almost anyone can be a good friend if you let them in, but not everyone can be a good lover. And trust me, once intamacy leaves the relationship it's over. Intamacy is what seperates a friend from a lover.

I'm in a simular situation right now, but that is something I can get into later if you are interested. By no means am I trying to tell you what to do or push you in a direction, but you need to take care of yourself first. If you are not happy at home, you can't possibly be truely happy in other aspects of your life. Good luck.