honeycrack

ahhhh, you're still my baby...and I'm not some effed up psycho so you can actually feel good about me saying that..

luv u tons......stay strong sista!

aaah relationships and friendships! Shouldnt it be all much easier? Youre lookin good honey! biiiig hugs from xpain

and I read it again...the update....because I didn't want to make a hasty post...but damn.

he is my BROTHER, for fuck's sakes. he will probably be upset that I am saying anything "not nice" to you...but I don't care at this point.

he is a genuinely caring person and would do *anything* for a friend in need. you didn't seem to think those traits were creepy when you NEEDED someone like that in your life.

UGH.

it was just really, really shitty to post that. bullshit.

well i hope when you get better you don't feel the need to call him anymore-oh and hopefully you'll have the balls to not lead the next guy on because your too much of a wimp to tell him your not interested.

I know him too well to ever believe he would simply fall for someone that wasn't giving something in return. though it certainly explains alot to me about what the hell he was going through caring about you.

you know what I really don't like? when good people are treated badly by someone they like, and aren't given an explaination or apology. doesn't really seem just, after they have given so much. don't you think?

i'm in shock.
why lead someone on to believe that you care for them and are having personal problems? and then.... drop them out of nowhere? while through out your so called "problems" they are left to worry and care for you more than you know,
A person who does something like that is heartless and doesnt deserve him anyways.

love you babe....................

you secured a nice little cozy corner in my heart, I promise to keep it swept and tidy....and never forget you, OK...you do the same....??? DEAL!

may this day be one of happiness and reflection for you!

How's things?

Put in my application for financing. Outa my hands now... either they say yes and I begin the next chapter of life... or they say no and I am fucked. Heh. The job is there waiting for me if I can get a truck.

"and i just wanted to thank all of you for your words of wisdom and crap... thanks..."

Haha you're very welcome, you can have as much as you want from me, i'm sooo full of shit

hey there cutie!

That is nice that your Mom was cool about it.

My Mom wasn't, I had a mealt down.

Rest is good.

hey dont worry, good things come for those who wait...I wish you all the best, hope you can update from time to time and let us know how is all goin....home is always there....aint it? I visit my parents once every week and I always end up askin for help from them... Hope you get better, Im sure youll find the way to happiness soon, being such a sweet and hottie!!! Wish u well cracky

small girls...tall girls...almost every kind of girl...but if its meant to be it fits....most of the time...

Yes...the sound of the ocean will soothe the inner savage beast....unless you gotta pee....but then you just run and jump in the water real quick!!!!!

ah, ok. we call it PTFE at work cause that is the technical name, or something. but its pretty much the same thing.

unfortunately no, we don't have it. we keep trying to procure it, but the factories keep screwing us over.

sowwy.

good morning

glad to hear things went so well in Florida. Too bad we didn't get to meet but I'm sure you will be back and sooner or later we will. Hyperboy 's a great guy. I'm so glad he found someone special and a pretty red-head too

i bet you're having fun.............................
haha
lots
and
lots
of
fun

Have fun!